Wow, Jan 2008? For reals?
So, I haven't written anything here for a while, it would seem. Am I going to get back into this? Who knows. Maybe not. But still, I feel that I need somewhere to write things, anyway.
So, still at Oxford, still alone, still physics. Not much has really changed - just new friends, a few new experiences, lost weight and the feeling that I'm getting old faster than I can deal with it. I mean, I'm gonna be 22 this year. 22. That's fully out of childhood. Scary.
And did I mention alone? Yeah. It's getting kinda depressing now. Every year, hell, every term I think 'this time I'm gonna do it, make the effort, at least ask someone out' but it never happens. I fool myself like I don't want to make a move because I don't know who to go for, but it's becoming increasingly obvious that, as 'she' says in Time Flies: noting ever happens if you don't make it happen. Gah.
So. Yeah, that's it for tonight.
So, still at Oxford, still alone, still physics. Not much has really changed - just new friends, a few new experiences, lost weight and the feeling that I'm getting old faster than I can deal with it. I mean, I'm gonna be 22 this year. 22. That's fully out of childhood. Scary.
And did I mention alone? Yeah. It's getting kinda depressing now. Every year, hell, every term I think 'this time I'm gonna do it, make the effort, at least ask someone out' but it never happens. I fool myself like I don't want to make a move because I don't know who to go for, but it's becoming increasingly obvious that, as 'she' says in Time Flies: noting ever happens if you don't make it happen. Gah.
So. Yeah, that's it for tonight.