Something that is bothering me
Hello everyone. I am sitting at home and i just got back from doing a bunch of driving around and i took my driving test and i passed. i get my license on wednesday. I am so fucking happy. I will be a free woman. go me!!! but right now im bored because I have nothing to do. I had plans but those got canceled I guess so now I have nothing to do which really sucks. I am never home on saturdays. I feel like crying because I just want out. O well. I have no where to go anyway. Everyones busy. My week has gone alright except the past couple days. I've been really moody and I think it's lack of sleep. I'm not real sure but I'm almost positive. I have been crying alot and whining. I hate when I get like this because I dont mean to be, it just happens.
There is one major concern on my mind that I need to let out. I try not to talk about my relationship with josh because I dont want to brag or anything but this needs to be let out and said. People seem to want josh and i to break up. more recently then anything. There is about 3 or 4 people that want that and most of them I thought cared and wanted us to be happy but instead they are either trying to steal him away from me or tell us there r problems with r relationship. we see it as nothing is wrong. we are just going through a rough time with me being college and no transportation of my own till now and him going to school, work and having homework plus dealing with home issues. so we have both had alot going on in our lives and things had to change from what they were in the summer. josh and i love each other very much and we work things out the way we want to. if we want advice on something we will ask but other then that dont say things that arent true. dont try to push things to happen just so u will win. stop trying to break us apart unless ur goal in life is to make me miserable. if thats the case then i guess u werent my friend. im sick of people trying to steal him from me. im sorry that i stole him from who ever had a crush on him or liked him before. that isnt my fault. we have been together for 7 months now. also, his life doesnt revolve around me. he is a busy person himself and i have been seeing him less and less. so to everyone out there stop trying to tell us how r relationship is or isnt and stop trying to be better then me.
wow that is long but thats how i feel. im pretty sure josh feels the same way. sorry if this sounded bitchy but thats how i feel. leave a comment if u have a problem.
There is one major concern on my mind that I need to let out. I try not to talk about my relationship with josh because I dont want to brag or anything but this needs to be let out and said. People seem to want josh and i to break up. more recently then anything. There is about 3 or 4 people that want that and most of them I thought cared and wanted us to be happy but instead they are either trying to steal him away from me or tell us there r problems with r relationship. we see it as nothing is wrong. we are just going through a rough time with me being college and no transportation of my own till now and him going to school, work and having homework plus dealing with home issues. so we have both had alot going on in our lives and things had to change from what they were in the summer. josh and i love each other very much and we work things out the way we want to. if we want advice on something we will ask but other then that dont say things that arent true. dont try to push things to happen just so u will win. stop trying to break us apart unless ur goal in life is to make me miserable. if thats the case then i guess u werent my friend. im sick of people trying to steal him from me. im sorry that i stole him from who ever had a crush on him or liked him before. that isnt my fault. we have been together for 7 months now. also, his life doesnt revolve around me. he is a busy person himself and i have been seeing him less and less. so to everyone out there stop trying to tell us how r relationship is or isnt and stop trying to be better then me.
wow that is long but thats how i feel. im pretty sure josh feels the same way. sorry if this sounded bitchy but thats how i feel. leave a comment if u have a problem.