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its wednesday. half way through the week. its been crazy. house is a mess. things getting left out and shit. to crazy. i have hours 1, 2, 5, and 6 today. how weird but o well. i didnt do my homework for my 4th hour so i can do it tonight so thats good.
i got alot on my mind that i need to talk about. i know i shouldnt feel this way but i need to reassure myself. it seems everything happy in my life gets around and i dont want anything to get ruined right now cuz i want to remain happy. once i talk about whats on my mind and get things straight i should be fine. its just to much. i hate being me sometimes. it just messes everything up. i need to stop being so paranoid. it sucks like no other. hopefully i can talk today somehow.
my mom comes back friday and im debating if i will be happy or not. in a since i will be cuz its to hard on my own but i cant do what ever i want when shes around so that will suck but ill manage.
less then a month till im out of school. it seems so far away yet it will come up so fast. it will be weird. well, im out to go talk to some friends.
i got alot on my mind that i need to talk about. i know i shouldnt feel this way but i need to reassure myself. it seems everything happy in my life gets around and i dont want anything to get ruined right now cuz i want to remain happy. once i talk about whats on my mind and get things straight i should be fine. its just to much. i hate being me sometimes. it just messes everything up. i need to stop being so paranoid. it sucks like no other. hopefully i can talk today somehow.
my mom comes back friday and im debating if i will be happy or not. in a since i will be cuz its to hard on my own but i cant do what ever i want when shes around so that will suck but ill manage.
less then a month till im out of school. it seems so far away yet it will come up so fast. it will be weird. well, im out to go talk to some friends.