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its the first day back to school and im so tired. it doesnt help that i have a cold again. god i hate colds. im all drugged up so if some of this doesnt make sense or words arent spelled right, sorry.
im so sick of school. i went back today and i hated it. i hate everyone there and their snobbish attitudes. alls i heard today was about everyones cruises to this island and that island and their trips to this place and that place. makes me sick how much people bragged about their money or their parents money rather. i wish people would get a reality check and realize money isnt everything. im sick of doing work at school. im gonna do what i can to pass this quarter and get it over with. i just dont feel like doing anything anymore except hanging with my bf and having fun. its all i want to do but school is interfering. it sucks so much. only 5 more weeks. seems like forever.
my break was great. i spend everyday with josh and katie. it was a blast. as long as im with them i always have fun. monday through friday i got up and went to drivers training and then after that i was gone. now we r all sick and it sucks. i think im the least sick. i feel bad for them. i hope they get better soon. i miss josh alot. havent seen him in 2 days and its weird cuz we spend everyday together after i got back from canada. everyone knows now so there is nothing to hide and its easier on us now. well sorta. we still have to deal with parents but all kids deal with that but we know how to work around our parents. we're slick like that. i feel so comfortable with him its amazing. we still cant figure out how we happened but we r so happy with each other. never once have i been scared or shy around him. i love it. we get to know each other more and more everyday. i see this going a long way cuz neither one of us r going anywhere. i wish i could see him right now. its so hard. i really hope i see him tomorrow.
my moms going out of town this wednesday till the 30th. i got the house basically to myself. it will be different and crazy but i will enjoy it. i cant believe my mom is leaving me at the house for 10 days with carrie. inez is coming to stay wednesday cuz carrie wont be back till late wednesday from arizona. sometimes she has to much trust in me. but im not complaining. carrie and i will have fun i know it. im gonna see if i can stay one night with my dad so that i can have fun the other night and have some freedom. hopefully that will work out.
so right now im a very happy person these days with the exception of school but who doesnt hate school. i will keep everyone updated periodically. Love to some and u know who u r.
~*~CiNdY~*~
im so sick of school. i went back today and i hated it. i hate everyone there and their snobbish attitudes. alls i heard today was about everyones cruises to this island and that island and their trips to this place and that place. makes me sick how much people bragged about their money or their parents money rather. i wish people would get a reality check and realize money isnt everything. im sick of doing work at school. im gonna do what i can to pass this quarter and get it over with. i just dont feel like doing anything anymore except hanging with my bf and having fun. its all i want to do but school is interfering. it sucks so much. only 5 more weeks. seems like forever.
my break was great. i spend everyday with josh and katie. it was a blast. as long as im with them i always have fun. monday through friday i got up and went to drivers training and then after that i was gone. now we r all sick and it sucks. i think im the least sick. i feel bad for them. i hope they get better soon. i miss josh alot. havent seen him in 2 days and its weird cuz we spend everyday together after i got back from canada. everyone knows now so there is nothing to hide and its easier on us now. well sorta. we still have to deal with parents but all kids deal with that but we know how to work around our parents. we're slick like that. i feel so comfortable with him its amazing. we still cant figure out how we happened but we r so happy with each other. never once have i been scared or shy around him. i love it. we get to know each other more and more everyday. i see this going a long way cuz neither one of us r going anywhere. i wish i could see him right now. its so hard. i really hope i see him tomorrow.
my moms going out of town this wednesday till the 30th. i got the house basically to myself. it will be different and crazy but i will enjoy it. i cant believe my mom is leaving me at the house for 10 days with carrie. inez is coming to stay wednesday cuz carrie wont be back till late wednesday from arizona. sometimes she has to much trust in me. but im not complaining. carrie and i will have fun i know it. im gonna see if i can stay one night with my dad so that i can have fun the other night and have some freedom. hopefully that will work out.
so right now im a very happy person these days with the exception of school but who doesnt hate school. i will keep everyone updated periodically. Love to some and u know who u r.
~*~CiNdY~*~