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hey everybody whats up?..me nothing much...i feel better since the last time i updated..i havent done anything today though i needed to stay home and think about some stuff..a lot went on last night god it was crazy..but me and jj are doing really good..i talked to him till like 5 something this morning..we spent all day together yesterday we still havent done anything..hard to believe huh..well we were ready to but alicias dad started knocking on the door..me and jj got up to see who it was and it was him i was talking to him for a few seconds and then i looked down and my belt was undone gosh i was so embarassed he didnt say nothing about it though he just told alicia that her mom was wanting her to just go on down to his apartment instead of being at jjs alone with allen so i decided to go with her..we took them and hung out down there for quite a while and watched some movies and got a pizza..nothing happened then either...i couldnt believe it usually if a guy had you alone like that hed be wanting to do something but not jj..i wanted to pretty bad but i didnt wanna make him do something if he wasnt ready yet ( i was the one that started it all at his house ) so i didnt mention anything..well later that night i went to alicias w/ her for a while and she wanted me to stay with brittany and tasha and sneak out..she knows i dont like them but she wouldnt quit asking..but i ended up making her give up on it and i just went home..they were gonna be with some boys anyway..well i told jj about it and he said he was glad that i didnt go and allen said i was the only smart one ( i think hes ready to break up with alicia ) he wouldnt hardly talk to her lastnight shes all worried about it now but im not gonna say nothing im just gonna sit back and laugh because im a pretty pissed at her now..she let tasha get two notes that i wrote a long time ago and read them to jj..thats not much of a friend...she was even telling me how she told tasha to leave out the part about randy so allen dont get mad..that told me she didnt give a fuck about that getting read to jj...well he did call and ask me about it but then he calmed down a little and started saying that he didnt believe it it just upset him to hear it and that if what i wrote was true i probably wouldve went out with all them...so yeah me and hims cool...another cool thing is that i might get to quit school in march when i turn 16 if i can pass a test on line for my diploma or something like that one of my cusins was telling me about it earlier it just costs like $300 and that way i can just work till im 18 so ill have money for an apartment and furniture and all so i can go straight to work as an operator..they make around 18 an hour i think and 30 on holidays..thats what my cousin does that was telling me about all of that..i just need to check with the school board on some stuff...well i have to hop off here and take a shower right fast so i can go to wal mart before they close..be good yous guys.. Megan