sorry if this sounds depressing...
well, its raining outside today i woke up 4pm. i took a 2 hour drive along the beach today cause i needed to think and then i realized that i think too much. and what i was thinking about, just shouldnt have even crossed my mind. i think im getting upset about stupid things. and i really miss my friends. i have so much stress right now, and its all my fault that i have it. ive let myself fall badly in school and its too late to do anything about it. i only have 4 classes left and on those days i have finals. so right now im sitting around waiting for andrew to call. i wish i had more friends down here. only cause i feel like i do the same things everyday and it starts to get boring. i need to find a job badly! anyway, im not depressed, i just need summer and money!!