Jun 05, 2005 18:29
Saturday - My parents took me out to eat. My mom tells our waitress that it's my b-day. 20 mins later the waitress comes over with a sombrero and a camera. I had to put the sombrero on and then they took a pic. Funny stuff.......Later that evening Greg and I went "bar hopping". I actually did a shot. That's prolly the first shot I've done since I turned 21. Still disgusting.
Sunday - woke up about 12:30 and I've pretty much layed around all day. I did do some stuff for work though.
For some reason it seems I'm always reminded of my past. I hurt a lot of people back then and I'm definitely not proud of it at all. There are so many things I wish I could change. But the only thing I can change is me and over the past 2 or 3 years I have changed completely. Still doesn't change the fact that I hurt people and that bugs the shit outta me everyday. I also wish I never would have wasted some much money. I could easily have my own house now instead of paying rent. Soon, I will have a house though. Got almost all of my debt paid off..... I'm really trying to stay positive about my life. I just turned 30 and I'm like "what the hell have I done to show for it?" *shrug* I'm just gonna keep on living and eventually I'll get where I'm suppose to be with who I'm suppose to be with.
Hope everyone had a great weekend..