where do i begin????
Heres the deal. i never write in this thing anymore. i dont know why. i check it daily to see how people are doing but i never have the guts to write anything anymore. my complaining i guess just got to old even for myself. however i feel the need to write about my life some life altering decisions and such. so excuse my mispellings but i hate laptop keyboards they are worse than my own. anyways lets start with about a month ago. i know no one will readthis , but god bless your soul if you do!
So NACURH, where to start with that. i Loved every moment of it. so many new people from all over the place that were so nice, cute, and just so easy to get along with. WEll lets start my journey shall me. it was the last night in the dorms all together that night we left for the airport at 3 am. March , i and evita had a dinner at denny's, while everyone else sleeped. me knowing that i couldnt sleep stayed up. got up at 3 am and got everything ready and waited for kim, dylan, bianca, and chrissy ( christina ) we meet up with everyone else, crystal, diana, mike, day, and peter. made our way to the fly away. got to the airport where check in looked like it would take forever but suprisingly didnt.
This being my first time on an airplane i was so excited. kim and dylan were trying to syke me out but didnt. it felt like a roller coster and i loved it. we had the best airline people helping us. they were so funny. then we got to philly where they did not have a starbucks and we almost had a heart attack due to the shock!!! we got on our connection to syracuse. we arrived with a majority of other nacurh affiliates on the plane. we did some of our ole ole ole ole csun csun cheers. and moved on.
Got to the college and got a tour of the place via a bus. its was beautiful. looked like hogwarts hahah no joke. and while on that tour we spotted our precious Starbucks and cheered , had an orgasmic moment and people stared at us. but they didnt know what we went through. we arrived and got our rooms and rested a little bit before heading out for food. had a blast there, peter fallign alseep at the most random times, us taking pictures, and a last starbucks run. we were being so CALIFORNIAN. we meet up with some more people like arizona , some people from new york and such. and that was the end of day one.
day two morning run to bagel shop. met cute chefs from CIA. we made bears for most of the morning. some took longer than others. so didnt make any at all, and some just failed. hahaha. mine well mine came out one of the best in my opinion. i hope it made some kid happy in a hospital. then ohh and earlier that morning MIke tought us RIDE THAT PONY.. the best cheer ever good thing we learned it cause well at opening ceremony there was a large 200-500 group of people riding that pony at once. CSUN included. some of the best times ever. later that night we had a blast getting to know the rest of PACURH our westcoast affiliates. including one of my two favorites san diego state and University of San Fransico. San diego was as vulgar as i was and it made me proud!!
day three was the start of programing. i attened three that day. Sex Yes please, The Dance Olympics, and A card game one. all three were fun. but the dance olympics were dissapointing. i met a cute and friendly guy named waren in Sex yes please. wsant sure if he was gay at first , turns out he isnt but still nice guy. going to be great friends. so yeah. the rest of the day was great after programing we had kick back time. where we had our first night of Karoke, we rocked that stage.. hahaha. i ended up missing the gay social due to some of my fellow peeps leading me to believe it was the next night. still i do not blame. i had a blast.
day four, second day of programing went to Iam here, iam queer and iam hungry , board room ettiqute, flipping the bird, and throwing and rha event. had a good time and learned a lot in this one. then they gave us the top 50 programs and a chance to go to those as well. i went to spiders in the closet; coming out. very powerful program. had lunch and we ended most of the programs. in which it started to rain. great times no?? we got soaked but moved on. it was time for closeing ceromony so we all got dresseed up and went to a grand dinner. we looked hot aws a delegation. after that we went to starbucks to present Mike with a CSUN pin and thank him for puttin up with our outragous behavior.. then it was dance time. we had a dance which was faboulous. i had so much fun there. oh this is when we found New york nathan it was exciting..hahaha. i danced with him and moved on.. hahaha. oh and we didnt win best banner, we really hoped for it but didnt happen. so sad. that was the end of that night.
day five was our freeday. we got to go to the mall. hahaha the mall!!! we watched STARWARS episode three in NY.. hahah were the ticket itself was 6 dollars but the food was ten. damn them!! hahaha. good times where had. then me made our way back from there. The bus was fun. this was the night we headed home . again at 3 am we got up and started our trip back to LA. along with other schools. by this time we were pooped out. but we loved every second of it.
after the bliss of NACURH. i came back to los angeles against my will. i didnt have a place in Northridge due to some people that couldnt get it together. Aaron ended up staying at home which i felt wrecthed about because i wanted him to move in with me. i was able to drive to work and back for about a week till i couldnt no more. i crashed a friends place and had a blast. i intervies for the RA posistion as soon as i got back from NY and waited. I didnt get it. it saddened me. that and the addition that a certian mister in my life couldnt get out of my head. i hated that. moved on. come that saturday night i went out to try to make myself feel better. but found out i lost my drivers licence. dont know where! and that my friends was the start to a horrible week.
Wednesday i my phone took a trip to the pool. it was lost forever. poor thing. it vibrated its little life to death. insurence covered it but it took about a week. a week without my only form of contact gone. then on thursday i got a ticket for forgetting to move my car from the street for street cleaning. and then friday my car got broken into in front of my house. they took my stereo, and left my weather strip fucked up to the point where a person can still unlockthe damn car. i spent all that day filing a police report and trying to find out if i can get it returned from insurance. but no. after that week i felt beat and abused. but i had to keep on truckin'.
the following week i turned in my 275 deposit for the dorms and was placed on the waiting list. but thigns got a bit better i was able to cover most if not all my cost from the following week. the 50 from the replacement phone, 23 from the weather strip, 45 for the parking ticket, yes i bearly did it. however this week things got a bit better . i found out that i got an RA posistion after all. so i got excited. since then i finally put in my two weeks for party america. and i am not sure about pic people yet. iam happy and i begin in august. i had one dissapointing attempt at getting together with a certain mister once agian. but he failed me again. not suprising but here i am still falling and looking stupid of course. but hes now erased from my buddy list and i will have to have to most stregth in order not to contact him first. i spent i wonder ful time with friends the last couple of weeks unbeliveable . i finially saw melissa since like about three to four month ago. unfortunately i got sick from something i ate on saturday night. i woke up in the morning to go to work . i felt bad so i drank water, and that aniciated the vomitting. i went six or so rounds. everything i ate the privious day came up. i felt better so i went to work. got worse there . not vomiting but i couldnt stand at all. but had to . i got out early at 1 instead of 3 cause no one could come in to cover me. i went to my friends house slept for 6 hours and came back to la. where i drank tea and slept more. today i fell back up to 95 % . i went to with my cousin and set off some grand fireworks and i cant wait for the rest of this week. i will be going to san diego to see sara and bianca for their bday. iam so excited about it. kim is coming along as well as dez. so you know iam going to have a blast. so yeah thats the gist of it for the past month or two. things went to shitbut are looking better now. that its for now. i hope to try to keep this thing more updated so theres fewer of these long ass entries. like always i love you all, but some more than others. muahh.