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I am so mad, upset and stressed today I can't even speak. My cousin, who was eight months pregnant lost her baby yesterday. I feel terrible about it, they're having the funeral this weekend. What really has me upset though is that they wanted to bury the baby on top of my dad. I can't......I can't handle having his grave disturbed. It really makes me angry because they didn't even ask us if it was ok before they talked to the cemetery. They changed their mind, but it still pisses me off. They didn't even consider how we would feel about it. Plus, why would you bury your baby on top of your uncle's grave? I can understand maybe a grandchild, but still.....it just upsets me. The neighbors aren't helping either, because they're being complete and total assholes. I just want to go crawl in a hole in the dark and not come out for a while, maybe scream myself hoarse while I'm at it.