Jul 17, 2005 22:00
so.. i can't update with what i've been doing.. wanna know why? cuz it gets dull. i like to keep things refreshing and new so for me to talk about hanging out w/ john again all the time is pointless. summer is great. every new oppurtunity that is open to me i try and take the chance after it.. i want to be a new girl at the start of this school year. a girl w/ confidence and class.. a girl that has smarts and can be goofy and just have a good ole time. this is our last year together, i'm going to make the most out of it!
i've hurt someone this past week.. or well had something to do with why she is hurting. i'm sorry, you know who u are and i <3 u to death! honestly, u have been there for more ways than i can count and i'm sorry that i haven't held up my end of the bargain for a couple weeks.
i think this is a new beginning. a new start to forget everything in the past from me and start new.. a clean slate, ya know? i'm just done w/ all the crap that goes on and the anger and hurt that happens between ppl. this is the year to make things happen and have the best memories. i love everyone of my friends, even if i dont see u all that often. this is me. take it as u will! summer already has been rejuvenating and a good experience for me to learn and grow on.. i've developed new characteristics, a different outlook on ppl and i have different goals and perspectives. i've learned to speak my mind, and to follow my own lead instead of following in the shadows of others. this is my life. i've learned many lessons and fallen upon many mistakes this year. thats about to change. i love everything that is going on right now. all my friends, my family, my job, my boyfriend. everything is so great and in perfect harmony that i wish i could stop time the way it is and never let this summer go.
well i told u what summer has done for me.. what has it done for you?? leave me a comment if u wish.