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at what point do you say, "i give up, this is too much"? or do you never say it and only swallow everything that makes you cry? when is it okay to give up? when is it okay to say that they're not worth it? if you can fall in love so quickly, can you fall out even quicker? what is love anyway? who invented the insane word and feeling? how often are you allowed to love...before it has no meaning anymore? how many tears are aloud to fall before you're numb to the feeling of life? when did the world turn it's back to us, if only to say "you used to matter, but you don't anymore"? sometimes if you leave a person alone long enought they realize that no one is truely there, that they've sat alone their whole life, and will continue to sit there, alone, depressed, dying, forever. sometimes it takes just the slightest indication that it's all over to make a person realize that it was never really there, that the whole thing was a lie. that no matter what either one of you do, you both lying to each other...that your hearts belong to two different people and that they're set aside on lay away waiting. how often do we lie about love just to hurt some? how often is it okay? why are so many questions unanswerable? how long can one pseudoemo girl pretend before actually become what he so publicly makes fun of?
"i cried over him once, then while i cut him i laughed and the world smiled along with me..."
"i cried over him once, then while i cut him i laughed and the world smiled along with me..."