hello friends!
i had somewhat of a life changing experience in church tonight, got a lot of things off my chest. and i really feel better. I really had some insentive this time. first and fore most, i needed to get right with God and let him know that i am not doing this for me anymore, that i am His tool to use how he sees fit. and the persuit of females is always a good reason too. not that anything is going to happen or that this is the only reason but down the road a long ways (not as far down as marriage), if she will have me, i think she is also worth the sacrifice. it's a long shot but the persuit is half the fun! aside from the papers life is going splended. well, i need to hit the hay...but i am excited to see what God has in store for me in the future and where certain things may lead.