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[scommar]

can you break up if you were never really together? all along i knew i knew i knew but i was having such a good time. i still do have a good time, but it has to end somewhere. now it only reinforces that there is more to it than just having a good time..even if he does say incredibley sweet things to you. its only temporary. Nothing lasts. cuz when it comes right back down to it...we are lonely creatures

and ill be damned if he really gives a shit. maybe he does...but i shouldnt have to feel like this