This is extremely peculiar, even for me
Its late. I'm very tired. I am kind of sick. But mostly I'm really really tired. Charity's in bed. I'm bored out of my mind. I'm not enjoying myself at all. The second I hit the pillow I will go right to sleep. So why don't I just go to sleep you ask? Because I just FREAKIN' DON'T WANT TO!!! Man do I hate sleeping... especially for some reason when I'm depressed...
Yes, I'm depressed. I don't know why. I will be fine tomorrow. Just tired from work and all. But whatever the reason, I don't feel so great.
Tomorrow my grandfather gets married. You heard (err, read) right, I said my grandfather gets married. He's 79 (I think) and Alberta, who is his soon-to-be bride, is 76 (I think). She's never been married. She's had offers, but she's never said yes to anyone. And I'm pretty sure she actually turned down grandpa a few times too before she finally said yes. I guess in the end his persistence and tendency toward a complete lack of ability to perceive how another human being is feeling paid off, cuz she's marrying him. Mom likes to joke and say that he may have found the only 76 year old virgin on the planet. Even though its absolutely none of my business, I do worry that they may have troubles in that area. Though I find it hard to believe, she may well actually be a virgin, and after 76 years I don't think that it is something she even cares about. But I know grandpa does- so I wonder if that's going to be a point of difficulty for them. Anyway, that's kind of a gross thought and none of my business. But I wonder anyway.
Probably should go to bed. Don't want to. So maybe I should stay up. But I really don't want to. No one's online.... I'm bored. Bored bored bored. Probably should go to bed............. but I don't want to
Oh, my stupid dilemma.
Yes, I'm depressed. I don't know why. I will be fine tomorrow. Just tired from work and all. But whatever the reason, I don't feel so great.
Tomorrow my grandfather gets married. You heard (err, read) right, I said my grandfather gets married. He's 79 (I think) and Alberta, who is his soon-to-be bride, is 76 (I think). She's never been married. She's had offers, but she's never said yes to anyone. And I'm pretty sure she actually turned down grandpa a few times too before she finally said yes. I guess in the end his persistence and tendency toward a complete lack of ability to perceive how another human being is feeling paid off, cuz she's marrying him. Mom likes to joke and say that he may have found the only 76 year old virgin on the planet. Even though its absolutely none of my business, I do worry that they may have troubles in that area. Though I find it hard to believe, she may well actually be a virgin, and after 76 years I don't think that it is something she even cares about. But I know grandpa does- so I wonder if that's going to be a point of difficulty for them. Anyway, that's kind of a gross thought and none of my business. But I wonder anyway.
Probably should go to bed. Don't want to. So maybe I should stay up. But I really don't want to. No one's online.... I'm bored. Bored bored bored. Probably should go to bed............. but I don't want to
Oh, my stupid dilemma.