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Today was back to a regular day of school. We're already in the third quarter, it's kinda scary to imagine me and my friends being Seniors in like 7 months, wow that's insane! Soo all the fags that run the school (Sheinker, Wood, Mackin) decided that it would be a good idea to assign all parking spots. We were supposed to find out who got spots today, but since our school can't do anything on time, that did not happen. Other than that and the fact that my guidance counselor is a fucking moron...School was decent! Still haven't found out how I did on any of my mid-terms or if I even passed B2, wow I reeally hope I did!
My step mom tells me that it's supposed to like snow or sleet tonitee...wow this weather is starting to get really annoying! As much as I love stayin home from school, it's starting to get annoying now! Today was Groundhogs Day and the lil fucker saw his shadow which suposedly means we're gonna have six more weeks of winter. It was sunny today, wasn't it obvious he was gonna see his shadow? I don't get how that shit works!! Haha-
After school today I was talkin to Nikki today and we started talkin about all different shit and we started talkin about my mom which is unusual because I very rarely talk about her. Well it got me so upset and then I started thinkin about all this different shit, and it kinda ruined my mood for the day. Like even though I'm almost 17 and she died when I was 8...it still feels like a dream to me. I still can't believe she's gone for good. And to make it even worse, I'm stuck with a step mom that I hate with a passion, she is NOTHING like my real mom...I reeally don't know what the fuck my dad sees in her. Sometimes I just wonder why me? Why did this hafta happen to me and MY family? I feel that if my mom was still alive, my life would be different in so many ways and it kills me to think about how much happier I would actually be. Some people say everything happens for a reason...but can anyone give me a reason why she had to be taken away from me, my brother, and Dad? I wanted to go to the cemetery this afternoon...she's burried at The Gates of Heaven which is in Valhalla or something, but I couldn't remember how to get there dammit which is pretty pathetic. I haven't been there in awhile, and that just makes me feel like a bad person...Ughh sometimes I feel like I can't do anything riite-
Ugh well i'm gonna go make myself useful and do something before I get myself even more upset than I already am. Catch ya on the flipsie ; )
-LiCs<33
My step mom tells me that it's supposed to like snow or sleet tonitee...wow this weather is starting to get really annoying! As much as I love stayin home from school, it's starting to get annoying now! Today was Groundhogs Day and the lil fucker saw his shadow which suposedly means we're gonna have six more weeks of winter. It was sunny today, wasn't it obvious he was gonna see his shadow? I don't get how that shit works!! Haha-
After school today I was talkin to Nikki today and we started talkin about all different shit and we started talkin about my mom which is unusual because I very rarely talk about her. Well it got me so upset and then I started thinkin about all this different shit, and it kinda ruined my mood for the day. Like even though I'm almost 17 and she died when I was 8...it still feels like a dream to me. I still can't believe she's gone for good. And to make it even worse, I'm stuck with a step mom that I hate with a passion, she is NOTHING like my real mom...I reeally don't know what the fuck my dad sees in her. Sometimes I just wonder why me? Why did this hafta happen to me and MY family? I feel that if my mom was still alive, my life would be different in so many ways and it kills me to think about how much happier I would actually be. Some people say everything happens for a reason...but can anyone give me a reason why she had to be taken away from me, my brother, and Dad? I wanted to go to the cemetery this afternoon...she's burried at The Gates of Heaven which is in Valhalla or something, but I couldn't remember how to get there dammit which is pretty pathetic. I haven't been there in awhile, and that just makes me feel like a bad person...Ughh sometimes I feel like I can't do anything riite-
Ugh well i'm gonna go make myself useful and do something before I get myself even more upset than I already am. Catch ya on the flipsie ; )
-LiCs<33