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If I pray hard enough will you figure it out? Will you see the way I feel? Well... even if you knew... it wouldn't do me any good. If I wish hard enough will you See what I see when I close my eyes? Every time I bleed I make a fool of me... I've got nothing that I hide... Except for what's inside... I'm suffocating. I'M at a loss for words with An infinity to spill -- but -- I'm out of napkins, so, I'll keep the Jug upright, till the timing's right.
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I keep breaking all the promises
That I keep making to myself
You'd think by now that I'd be over this
Instead I'm feeling sorry for myself
So why does everything seem desperate now
I should be feeling so alive
But it feels like something's missing
Something's wrong somehow
It feels like something deep inside has died
So why do I feel desperate now
Why do I feel like dying
Why do I feel desperate now
Why do I feel desperate now
I keep breaking all the promises
That I keep making to myself
But promises mean nothing to me anymore
Circling the drain
Spiraling to hell
So why do I feel desperate now
Why do I feel like dying
Why do I feel desperate now
Why do I feel desperate now
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I keep breaking all the promises
That I keep making to myself
You'd think by now that I'd be over this
Instead I'm feeling sorry for myself
So why does everything seem desperate now
I should be feeling so alive
But it feels like something's missing
Something's wrong somehow
It feels like something deep inside has died
So why do I feel desperate now
Why do I feel like dying
Why do I feel desperate now
Why do I feel desperate now
I keep breaking all the promises
That I keep making to myself
But promises mean nothing to me anymore
Circling the drain
Spiraling to hell
So why do I feel desperate now
Why do I feel like dying
Why do I feel desperate now
Why do I feel desperate now