What's Going On?
So I think I have gotten the post holiday blues bad. I'm just getting annoyed by every little thing. Maybe because I'm not really getting to do anything that I have wanted to do so far this vacation. I'm feeling out of sorts for some reason and need to pull it together as I will be back to work before I know it. I can't shake this UGH feeling. I think I just want a hug and someone to take care of me for a little while, but that left a long time ago.
Oh, and Nolan sprayed on my suitcase. It wasn't his fault as he got locked in the closet ALL NIGHT LONG last night. Aside from some ripped bags that was the only damage. I'm hoping to get the smell out...as it was a very small spot and the surface is hard underneath so it hasn't damaged anything inside. I'll be using vinegar soon.
Yes, and I got a call from my GYN at 8PM tonight. I have to get another coloposcopy. Tuesday, January 5th @ 1PM. After the colpo and LEEP from this summer I still have some abnormal cells hanging out. After removing part of my cervix I pretty much thought this was a done deal, but here we go again for ound 2. She tried to calm me down by saying that this is pretty typical, that the same cells appear even after a LEEP. Nice, but no cigar. Maybe that is what's new for 2010....my body is making it 100% sure that I will be getting no sexual healing whatsoever this year. Another year of monthly visits to the GYN, and I'm sure that a LEEP will be required, so that will be a total of 12 weeks of heal time. That puts us into the beginning of April if things are back to back. As a friend put it, even though I'm tired of seeing the GYN on a regular basis like this, at least I can be assured that nothing will happen to me, sing they have their eye on everything down there.
Ah well, I'm sure someone knows what this is all suppoed to mean since I am totally in the dark. I'm not ringing in the new year with as much fanfare as I wanted. It's a bit on the depressed side, but when you're on a roll, you're on a roll. This will be the 4th year in a row I've spent the event alone. At least I'll be 1 year closer to that engraved ball point pen come year number 5.
Oh, and Nolan sprayed on my suitcase. It wasn't his fault as he got locked in the closet ALL NIGHT LONG last night. Aside from some ripped bags that was the only damage. I'm hoping to get the smell out...as it was a very small spot and the surface is hard underneath so it hasn't damaged anything inside. I'll be using vinegar soon.
Yes, and I got a call from my GYN at 8PM tonight. I have to get another coloposcopy. Tuesday, January 5th @ 1PM. After the colpo and LEEP from this summer I still have some abnormal cells hanging out. After removing part of my cervix I pretty much thought this was a done deal, but here we go again for ound 2. She tried to calm me down by saying that this is pretty typical, that the same cells appear even after a LEEP. Nice, but no cigar. Maybe that is what's new for 2010....my body is making it 100% sure that I will be getting no sexual healing whatsoever this year. Another year of monthly visits to the GYN, and I'm sure that a LEEP will be required, so that will be a total of 12 weeks of heal time. That puts us into the beginning of April if things are back to back. As a friend put it, even though I'm tired of seeing the GYN on a regular basis like this, at least I can be assured that nothing will happen to me, sing they have their eye on everything down there.
Ah well, I'm sure someone knows what this is all suppoed to mean since I am totally in the dark. I'm not ringing in the new year with as much fanfare as I wanted. It's a bit on the depressed side, but when you're on a roll, you're on a roll. This will be the 4th year in a row I've spent the event alone. At least I'll be 1 year closer to that engraved ball point pen come year number 5.