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[sckrdreamobscne]

I can't use this thing any more, no matter how badly I want to, because no matter what I Do, what I say, how I act, theres always going to be someone digging through my shit, throwing it back in my face, wanting to hurt me for feeling a certain way, or screwing up (even if I've done what I've Needed to do to make up for it, whatever.

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