case # 672
i have felt very depressed lately. and when i feel this way it makes me wonder about my friends... no offense to u all u kno i couldn't live with out u.
but there is one person imparticular that will say "i do this to much" and if they could see the tears streaming down my face right now, they would no its not an "attention getter" and if u know who you are well... fuck u...
but with ms engel leaving.. well who is gonna get me off the hook and who am i gonna talk to when i just dont feel like being alive... i am all worked up about this!
Zach also hurt my feelings today... yea zach... it actually hurt
also everyone seems to focus on themselves lately... (i am right now) cuz well if i dont... ill be dead soon.
and i really hope i dont get all you guys saying im doing this for attention... and i hope u dont talk behind my back, like you usually do when something like this comes up. but whatever. if that's what you feel you must do... go ahead drive me to insanity.
people seem to get mad at me too easily... why?
is it because i have a bit of anger issues myself?
am i unapproachable, is it impossible for someone to talk something out with me?
whatever fuck the world
hopefully the world blows up soon
but there is one person imparticular that will say "i do this to much" and if they could see the tears streaming down my face right now, they would no its not an "attention getter" and if u know who you are well... fuck u...
but with ms engel leaving.. well who is gonna get me off the hook and who am i gonna talk to when i just dont feel like being alive... i am all worked up about this!
Zach also hurt my feelings today... yea zach... it actually hurt
also everyone seems to focus on themselves lately... (i am right now) cuz well if i dont... ill be dead soon.
and i really hope i dont get all you guys saying im doing this for attention... and i hope u dont talk behind my back, like you usually do when something like this comes up. but whatever. if that's what you feel you must do... go ahead drive me to insanity.
people seem to get mad at me too easily... why?
is it because i have a bit of anger issues myself?
am i unapproachable, is it impossible for someone to talk something out with me?
whatever fuck the world
hopefully the world blows up soon