Dec 19, 2004 00:02
mannnnnn its been awhile since ive posted. ha i feel like ive let some people down. but anyway these past weeks have been pretty hard for me, its been like my parents have been on my back about exams and i must have good grades and since ive been off it seems like ive had a little load off my back. so here i go just writing my thoughts. theres so many different things going through my mind right now.
lately conversations about katie have started so much and ive been thinkin about it alot lately. i remember her smile alot. i used to go to her house after in middle school and ha wed play volleyball. i remember one time we went inside and she took the top of the milk jug one time and just drank it. man we used to sit on the bleachers after i had a rec league baseball game and just talk really late. i remember one night we connected. i liked her alot. we just fell into different sides of the room. we still said hey in the halls and stuff, but it never was the same. i guess you never really realize the importance of things until they are gone and you cant have them back.. its just set..
peyton you are with out a doubt my best friend. i love you so much. weve been out of touch it seems lately but you always have me thinking. i look up to you alot and we lift each other up and thats why i think me and you and everyone are so close its that we think alike. im praying for you and im so glad we got so close this summer and we told eachother things about girls and crap that no one else even has a clue about. thanks for your guidance man
elliot you are awesome dude, it seems taht weve helped each other out so much lately-how i have no clue. ha i just realized that all me and you do is talk about girls and God. ha its so awesome to have a guy in football that i can talk to about just random stuff thats going on in my life. i love you man and im praying for you
bradberryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy its cool that ive gotten to know you lately and weve had awesome talks about God and were talking right now man i should get to know you better dude you are so cool
knightrerrrain you are funny as crap and your freakin awesome your awesome to hang out with and its so cool that weve found friends at scshool that are christians and that we can spread the love of Christ throughout the school bahhhhhhhhh we are goin to switch foot sometime dude. mudd football this breal dude im praying for rain haha man we are so playin with michael and phill im excited
michael its been an awesome ride gettin to know you dude ha last friday in the new 05 MUSTANG dude that was so awesome man i wouldve let you drive if that dude didnt care you shouldve freakin said somethin dude but that was so awesome i was like shakin but man we are doing stuff this break its gonna be awesome, man im pumped lets go duuuuuuuuuuuudddeeeeeeeeeee
man if rascal flatts ever freakin come here i am so going that would be so awesome i love their music dude its so awesome ahhhhh ha it makes me feel peaceful i love them. faith hill is an awesome singer i freakin love her voice its so awesome gahhh
man i feel im being pulled in two different directions like i dont know what to do if two different people ask me to hang out its like what the crap i dunno what to do........ ive been havin somehard times lately like i havent had a good quiet time in a while, like i find myself playing guitar alot and singing and praising Him just like i havent sat down and asked HIm to reveal himself to me in awhile pray for meee
if you read all this im surprised
have a wonderful holiday season
peace