Celicaby,
Kylie Minogue - Too Far
School is over, & I couldn't care less, all that means is more sleep for me, so yay. Now I dont have to get hit in the hallways by people I hate, yay, no more hallways lol.
My darling Krystal is starting to get sincerly mad at me, & I completly understand why, I mean, I would be acting the same way she is. Everytime Bridget & Krys make me come "party" with them I leave, I dont really enjoy partying unless I know/actually have something in common with the people. All these people are pot-heads, drug addicts in some way, except for Charles, Charles was really cool.
Anyways, I have been hanging out with Kyle everyday, except...well, there was a day I didnt hang out with him, I just cant remember. Well, I guess its finally starting to get to Krystal. Hell it would get to me too, maybe I just need to space myself a little from Kyle or something, I dont know, I just need to spend the night at Krys's & I think things would be a little better.
Korn - Right Now
Anyways, yesterday was his graduation, so parties were abundant, Krystal went to a "huge party" with Bridget, I went to a tiny get together of friends of Kyles, I like his friends, thats probably why I chose them over a very big group of people I dont know.
Paul Van Dyk - Out There
Well, last night Kyle & I had our first fight. The night started with our friend Lizzie telling us to watch how we act because apparantly us cuddling on the couch last time wasn't a good idea. Well, that got Kyle down, because we couldnt act like we wanted to. But, we ended up being as cuddly as we liked, because their parents were asleep.
Well, Derek, & Lizzie got drunk, Brandon got sick, & Banita didn't really get drunk, Kyle, Jessie, & I just watched them get drunk, I couldnt drink because we were going to leave, parents rules.
All was well, until a fun little game of Truth or Dare came along, never thought a stupid game would ruin my evening.
Everything was funny until Kyle was dared to kiss me or something, but it wasnt dangerous enough, he wanted a diffrent dare, hell I would have minded kissing my own boyfriend, but instead, he makes out with our good friend Lizzie.
Yeah, I didn't quite appreciate that, there was no questioning of "Is that okay with you Ian?" anything along those lines in the least. Well, then our good friend Derek, who is taken by Jessie, was dared to make out with me, hell I didn't want to make out with him, like at all,
Pink - Feel Good Time
Haha, Irony, anyways, so he said no because his girlfriend, but she gave him permission, well, at least he asked, so he made out with me, I can't say I was so wanting to do it. Well, at all.
Then he gets dared to get bitten, its like they all wanted to corrupt him, so Jessies 20-something sister bites his neck..& from the look I saw in his eyes, HE LIKED IT, I was just...it made me that much more angry.
So we left later on, in the car he was like "sorry you had to kiss Derek" "Yeah, well im sorry you had to kiss Lizzie, real sorry"
"You didn't like that did you?"
"No, Kyle, I cant say I enjoy it when my boyfriend kisses other people"
So, it just got crappy from there, the whole car ride was angry Finger Eleven songs about people needing to go away, I thought it characterized the moment well, I told him not to worry about it when we were walking down to my house, that I just have jealousy issues.
N.E.R.D. -Provider
Which, I do, I admit it, I get jealous really easy, whenever Krystal talked to another gay guy I fuckin bust, I can't help it, I've been replaced a lot, I dont like it happening.
He started crying, Kyle, I felt bad, so I held him in the middle of the long street, I dont know, I felt I was being irrational, it was just a fun & games thing, I just...last time that happened I got angry too.
When Michael made out with Lyndsey, I was pissed off, I hate it when people do that, when I obviously like them, well whatever, its over now, the problem doesn't matter.
I just need to learn not to take small things seriously, & take big things seriously, switch things around a little bit I guess. I don't know...I just had one of those I hate life moments last night, but we both felt better when we held each other & went to sleep.
Except for when he woke up at like 6! But then again, my mom walked in my trailer around 1, so I guess he shouldn't have stayed tooo long.
School is over, & I couldn't care less, all that means is more sleep for me, so yay. Now I dont have to get hit in the hallways by people I hate, yay, no more hallways lol.
My darling Krystal is starting to get sincerly mad at me, & I completly understand why, I mean, I would be acting the same way she is. Everytime Bridget & Krys make me come "party" with them I leave, I dont really enjoy partying unless I know/actually have something in common with the people. All these people are pot-heads, drug addicts in some way, except for Charles, Charles was really cool.
Anyways, I have been hanging out with Kyle everyday, except...well, there was a day I didnt hang out with him, I just cant remember. Well, I guess its finally starting to get to Krystal. Hell it would get to me too, maybe I just need to space myself a little from Kyle or something, I dont know, I just need to spend the night at Krys's & I think things would be a little better.
Korn - Right Now
Anyways, yesterday was his graduation, so parties were abundant, Krystal went to a "huge party" with Bridget, I went to a tiny get together of friends of Kyles, I like his friends, thats probably why I chose them over a very big group of people I dont know.
Paul Van Dyk - Out There
Well, last night Kyle & I had our first fight. The night started with our friend Lizzie telling us to watch how we act because apparantly us cuddling on the couch last time wasn't a good idea. Well, that got Kyle down, because we couldnt act like we wanted to. But, we ended up being as cuddly as we liked, because their parents were asleep.
Well, Derek, & Lizzie got drunk, Brandon got sick, & Banita didn't really get drunk, Kyle, Jessie, & I just watched them get drunk, I couldnt drink because we were going to leave, parents rules.
All was well, until a fun little game of Truth or Dare came along, never thought a stupid game would ruin my evening.
Everything was funny until Kyle was dared to kiss me or something, but it wasnt dangerous enough, he wanted a diffrent dare, hell I would have minded kissing my own boyfriend, but instead, he makes out with our good friend Lizzie.
Yeah, I didn't quite appreciate that, there was no questioning of "Is that okay with you Ian?" anything along those lines in the least. Well, then our good friend Derek, who is taken by Jessie, was dared to make out with me, hell I didn't want to make out with him, like at all,
Pink - Feel Good Time
Haha, Irony, anyways, so he said no because his girlfriend, but she gave him permission, well, at least he asked, so he made out with me, I can't say I was so wanting to do it. Well, at all.
Then he gets dared to get bitten, its like they all wanted to corrupt him, so Jessies 20-something sister bites his neck..& from the look I saw in his eyes, HE LIKED IT, I was just...it made me that much more angry.
So we left later on, in the car he was like "sorry you had to kiss Derek" "Yeah, well im sorry you had to kiss Lizzie, real sorry"
"You didn't like that did you?"
"No, Kyle, I cant say I enjoy it when my boyfriend kisses other people"
So, it just got crappy from there, the whole car ride was angry Finger Eleven songs about people needing to go away, I thought it characterized the moment well, I told him not to worry about it when we were walking down to my house, that I just have jealousy issues.
N.E.R.D. -Provider
Which, I do, I admit it, I get jealous really easy, whenever Krystal talked to another gay guy I fuckin bust, I can't help it, I've been replaced a lot, I dont like it happening.
He started crying, Kyle, I felt bad, so I held him in the middle of the long street, I dont know, I felt I was being irrational, it was just a fun & games thing, I just...last time that happened I got angry too.
When Michael made out with Lyndsey, I was pissed off, I hate it when people do that, when I obviously like them, well whatever, its over now, the problem doesn't matter.
I just need to learn not to take small things seriously, & take big things seriously, switch things around a little bit I guess. I don't know...I just had one of those I hate life moments last night, but we both felt better when we held each other & went to sleep.
Except for when he woke up at like 6! But then again, my mom walked in my trailer around 1, so I guess he shouldn't have stayed tooo long.