Lonelygirl15
So....shouldn't you like who you're dating?
Cause I don't. I don't think I do anymore.
And I think the feelings mutual, like....ok.....I love him, but the thing is I really don't think he gives a shit anymore. And at first I really felt like it was my fault. I was like "What am I doing wrong?!" he stopped having a big desire to see me and such like that and I was like well...am I gaining weight or something? No...I've lost weight a little bit.......
Am I boring? No....everyone else that's my friend seems generally interested in me so that can't be it.
Am I bad in bed? No...he told me himself that's why he likes me so much, cause apparntaly "I'm good in the bedroom"
What could it be then? Perhaps its the distance, yeah it's gotta be that that whole 45 minutes we live from each other is hurting out relationship.
I thought all these things, then I realized maybe I should stop thinking that I'm the one doing wrong! It's not me, fuck that shit, and now I just...don't care and am thinking how to end such things.
I've never broken up with anyone, never. It's always vise versa, and I mean he doesn't seem to think theres anything wrong, but...how can't you?!
If you don't really talk to a person anymore, don't seem to think theres anything interesting about that persons life...then why are are you with me?
Bah, fuck it, I'll figutre it out. Haha.
Cause I don't. I don't think I do anymore.
And I think the feelings mutual, like....ok.....I love him, but the thing is I really don't think he gives a shit anymore. And at first I really felt like it was my fault. I was like "What am I doing wrong?!" he stopped having a big desire to see me and such like that and I was like well...am I gaining weight or something? No...I've lost weight a little bit.......
Am I boring? No....everyone else that's my friend seems generally interested in me so that can't be it.
Am I bad in bed? No...he told me himself that's why he likes me so much, cause apparntaly "I'm good in the bedroom"
What could it be then? Perhaps its the distance, yeah it's gotta be that that whole 45 minutes we live from each other is hurting out relationship.
I thought all these things, then I realized maybe I should stop thinking that I'm the one doing wrong! It's not me, fuck that shit, and now I just...don't care and am thinking how to end such things.
I've never broken up with anyone, never. It's always vise versa, and I mean he doesn't seem to think theres anything wrong, but...how can't you?!
If you don't really talk to a person anymore, don't seem to think theres anything interesting about that persons life...then why are are you with me?
Bah, fuck it, I'll figutre it out. Haha.