Poop Eater
ATB - Don't Stop
So, lifes gotten better, back at my old job, which, is okay I guess.
I'm just tired of people comin to the store & changing everything, I mean, when Tabitha was there everything was perfect, then Marie & Martha Stewart came, & everythings changing.
I was really comfortable, but not now, but, it's work, so ....doesn't matter.
For once in my life, theres no temptation to do anything with anyone else, I don't feel like I want to, normally, in relationship, I would feel like I needed to do something different, feel someone different, but right now, I can't say I want to, at all.
Seeing Kyle asleep on my couch, curled up like a child in the fetal position, it just, it takes my breath away, & I don't want anyone else but him, but then again....Orlando Bloom, well.... only him, & Micah from Psychology lol.
BUT THOSE ARE THE ONLY TWO!
Kelly,Jack, the dog, everyones moved out, the trailers mine again, & hell if I will let anyone else claim it ever again.
Dokken - Into The Fire
You never realize how much you like solice until theres just too much happening & you can't take it anymore.
Ah, I've also realized, I really don't care for my mother anymore.
I've decided, that, if she thinks shes such a good mother, why's she always so worried I will run & tell my darling grandmother everything?
I think her life has changed from: Loving Ian, no man. to: Oh Em Gee! I gotz myself an alchy boyfriend, fuck my son!
I think I have just accepted she will never love me as much as one of her stupid boyfriends, and I think I'm okay with it now, because, hell, I can honestly say I love Kyle more than anyone else in the world, more than family, because he seems to be the one always holding me through tough times, making me feel better.
He's changed me, for the better I believe, I don't normally want to let anyone else in, but, he's changed that, I think I give more people chances now thanks to him, & I'm more carefree, or so I'd like to believe.
I hope things can stay like this forever.
P.S. I think money should grow off of trees, life would be so much simplier!
So, lifes gotten better, back at my old job, which, is okay I guess.
I'm just tired of people comin to the store & changing everything, I mean, when Tabitha was there everything was perfect, then Marie & Martha Stewart came, & everythings changing.
I was really comfortable, but not now, but, it's work, so ....doesn't matter.
For once in my life, theres no temptation to do anything with anyone else, I don't feel like I want to, normally, in relationship, I would feel like I needed to do something different, feel someone different, but right now, I can't say I want to, at all.
Seeing Kyle asleep on my couch, curled up like a child in the fetal position, it just, it takes my breath away, & I don't want anyone else but him, but then again....Orlando Bloom, well.... only him, & Micah from Psychology lol.
BUT THOSE ARE THE ONLY TWO!
Kelly,Jack, the dog, everyones moved out, the trailers mine again, & hell if I will let anyone else claim it ever again.
Dokken - Into The Fire
You never realize how much you like solice until theres just too much happening & you can't take it anymore.
Ah, I've also realized, I really don't care for my mother anymore.
I've decided, that, if she thinks shes such a good mother, why's she always so worried I will run & tell my darling grandmother everything?
I think her life has changed from: Loving Ian, no man. to: Oh Em Gee! I gotz myself an alchy boyfriend, fuck my son!
I think I have just accepted she will never love me as much as one of her stupid boyfriends, and I think I'm okay with it now, because, hell, I can honestly say I love Kyle more than anyone else in the world, more than family, because he seems to be the one always holding me through tough times, making me feel better.
He's changed me, for the better I believe, I don't normally want to let anyone else in, but, he's changed that, I think I give more people chances now thanks to him, & I'm more carefree, or so I'd like to believe.
I hope things can stay like this forever.
P.S. I think money should grow off of trees, life would be so much simplier!