Time For A Breakdown

[scitzoblondie]

Within Temptation - See Who I Am

So, I think its time for a mental break down.

I really do. I'm so stressed. The whole "Arbys firing me thing"

Then, called my dad today, the Blazers already been sold. Doomed in that regard.

I just...everythings jumping down on me. If I get a good job how will I get there? All these things.

How long will Krystal be here?

Will I ever stop aggrivating people with my immaturity?

Am I ever gonna be good enough?

Supafly Inc. - Moving Too Fast

Can I maintain relationships?
Can I stop being so co-dependent?
Can I just stop being a child & grow up?
Do I even want what I want anymore?

Im so confused with life, not having a job throws your life out of perspective.
I dont know, I just...I want a real job.

I want to stop fooling myself with these bullshit jobs.

I want to stop being the only senior in my school without a car, some form of transportation.

I need a fucking hug.