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Under major spiritual warfare. Last night gave me the hope that I have been needing for way over a year now. I am changing a lot right now but it's really really good for me. I know that in order to open other doors in my life, I need to make my heart right with peeps. No that doesn't mean I am going to go to everyone in my life and apologize, but I need to/am making my heart right and forgiving (truely) and seeking forgiveness. It's no easy thing to do. I'm working my way up though. Last night gave me the hope I've needed since forever-a year ago. Hannah and her future husband Marty took me to his old church. It turned out that it wasn't a service but a church picnic (we thought it would only be the youth), so we just talked to the people he used to know but they didn't remember him. I met the youth leader (group is in transition) and the first meeting is next Friday! I'm geeked because everyone seemed so open and so cool there. I guess there are like 30 peeps that go and probs more this time.. I can't wait. This is what I needed... hope for peeps in my life! Potential friends!!!