~~~Memories~~~
I am eating a Hot Pocket (bringing me back to better times).... I miss you so much I can taste you in my mouth sometimes, I haven't called cuz life is unfair and I can't handle hearing your voice on the phone and not being able to touch you... please don't call me.... I can be sad and honest in cyberspace but I can't do it on the phone for some reason I have always kept a piece of myself from you... the emotional depressive deep part of me. Please just talk to me on the computer for now. This is hard enough for me right now.