hot rooms, expansion of thoughts
lately I've been paying close attention to the smallest details. Sitting in the passenger seat, or the back seat of a moving car...gazing out the window..I slightly see my reflection, along with the silhouette of mountains and trees against the dusk evening sky. Its as if I'm constant;y reminding myself how beautiful the world is.
This short summer break was definitely needed. So much has been going on...but at least my head has stopped spinning for a moment. I'm relaxing, trying my best to..cause I know..starting August 25th ...my life is going to be School. No ifs,ands,or buts. I'm mentally preparing myself for the challenges up ahead, the possible problems...and the endless thread of solutions. I must admit that when ever I see the digits and the amounts..i loose my breath. It gives me slight anxiety, But I truly feel that I am going to the right school, and I am making the best decision. I have a good feeling about what will become of me and my expression. But for now I must focus on the idea that practice, and learning leads to perfection.
Exercise your talent.
Lately, I've noticed that I've been enforcing the time-limit rule. Which is always good. Can't afford to waste time, waiting.
lurking..
I know we both do it. We like to see what's going on in each others lives...viewing through a computer screen how each others doing with out the other. To be honest, I miss you. I miss you a lot, but I must not admit this feeling publicly...because I must execute a poise and strength. I have come to realize that I can't handle any ones baggage...no matter how small or large it might be.
all for one, and one for one.
at the moment at least.
You were right, and maybe i was rushing..into in an idea that I am not ready for.
eyes are much clearer now.
So now, as it should always be..for everyone..
live in the moment.
follow your heart.
stay positive.
This short summer break was definitely needed. So much has been going on...but at least my head has stopped spinning for a moment. I'm relaxing, trying my best to..cause I know..starting August 25th ...my life is going to be School. No ifs,ands,or buts. I'm mentally preparing myself for the challenges up ahead, the possible problems...and the endless thread of solutions. I must admit that when ever I see the digits and the amounts..i loose my breath. It gives me slight anxiety, But I truly feel that I am going to the right school, and I am making the best decision. I have a good feeling about what will become of me and my expression. But for now I must focus on the idea that practice, and learning leads to perfection.
Exercise your talent.
Lately, I've noticed that I've been enforcing the time-limit rule. Which is always good. Can't afford to waste time, waiting.
lurking..
I know we both do it. We like to see what's going on in each others lives...viewing through a computer screen how each others doing with out the other. To be honest, I miss you. I miss you a lot, but I must not admit this feeling publicly...because I must execute a poise and strength. I have come to realize that I can't handle any ones baggage...no matter how small or large it might be.
all for one, and one for one.
at the moment at least.
You were right, and maybe i was rushing..into in an idea that I am not ready for.
eyes are much clearer now.
So now, as it should always be..for everyone..
live in the moment.
follow your heart.
stay positive.