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Jul 28, 2005 03:48

Dude i dont know anymore... I like Jess, even though her and alex just broke up. Thats cool she told Matt that she liked me and whatever.. And that she could see herself going out with me but i guess she changed her mind, or maybe becasue i was there for her right after Cosner that maybe i was just a rebound... But thats cool, Anywho even though she totally lead me on, She likes one of my very good friends Zach.... Only problem is he doesnt like her casue hes currently talking to someone else. But you know what Zach is a good guy and he does deserve happiness above anyone else i know. Even above me.. Not like Jess liked me anyway i dont know why i cared so much about her... I mean jesus christ... she beats me up all the time, calls me names, destorys what little self-confidnece i did have...

So on top of being destoyred psyhcially and mentally, i was a rebound. Dude i feel great. And i told the only girl who actully liked me, Emily to leave me alone so i could be alone in peace with Jess...

LOL i knew this shit would happen, it always does.... Im never liked, im always the guy they can run to knowing full on i dont want anything in exchange for helping them pick up the peices when some asshole rippes them aprt... i just dont get why they keep going after assholes knowing that they could have me in a heart beat.....
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