short little entry
The List:
- quite sunburned right now. really, like all over my body. currently the worst feeling part is on my stomach and back of knees. and I was even wearing sunscreen!! I just lost track of time...a few days in row.
- i'm having some issues with the california thing. people have started talking about things going on in the fall around me and adam, and then realize oh wait, he won't be here. it's not so much fun having that thrown in my face several times a day. i prefer to ignore it whenever possible. or repress, pick whichever word you like better.
- Jake's leaving for Australia for a month for military training. there is one good thing about that though (see below).
- I'm not important enough. or at least I don't feel like I am. It's not that way all of the time, but enough to make me wonder.
- I honestly don't know what I'm doing here in school. I should be more motivated or excited by my work, and really I'm just blah. I think part of it is other areas of my life distracting me, but that's not going to go away so I need to get my act together.
+ my job allows me to spend time outside at the pool enough to get sunburned...okay so technically this is break-week in between terms so I don't really HAVE to do much.
+ Jake comes back from Australia in a month, and then he's OUT of the marines. and we're have a party.
+ I might get to go to the zoo tomorrow afternoon.
+ I've been not sick for over a week now. that has got to be a record from the past few months. *knock on wood*
- quite sunburned right now. really, like all over my body. currently the worst feeling part is on my stomach and back of knees. and I was even wearing sunscreen!! I just lost track of time...a few days in row.
- i'm having some issues with the california thing. people have started talking about things going on in the fall around me and adam, and then realize oh wait, he won't be here. it's not so much fun having that thrown in my face several times a day. i prefer to ignore it whenever possible. or repress, pick whichever word you like better.
- Jake's leaving for Australia for a month for military training. there is one good thing about that though (see below).
- I'm not important enough. or at least I don't feel like I am. It's not that way all of the time, but enough to make me wonder.
- I honestly don't know what I'm doing here in school. I should be more motivated or excited by my work, and really I'm just blah. I think part of it is other areas of my life distracting me, but that's not going to go away so I need to get my act together.
+ my job allows me to spend time outside at the pool enough to get sunburned...okay so technically this is break-week in between terms so I don't really HAVE to do much.
+ Jake comes back from Australia in a month, and then he's OUT of the marines. and we're have a party.
+ I might get to go to the zoo tomorrow afternoon.
+ I've been not sick for over a week now. that has got to be a record from the past few months. *knock on wood*