Apr 12, 2008 08:01
i just woke up
the dream was this...
i was laying my head
on some sweet boys lap
amaerica house was different
lots of people were there
people walked right in
anyway
my ex walks in
dope sick as anything
sweating can barely walk
i see him and i automatically hug him
i remember what it felt like
FUCK
and he is there
because he needs a place for him, his girl, and his friend to stay to kick dope
someone that will lock them in, not let them leave, etc etc etc
i say yes even though i think it might be b/c they just want to pawn everything i own for dope
he looked so nice
his girlfriend went to kiss him in front of me
and he wouldnt let her
out of respect for me
THIS IS WHY DREAMS ARE FULL OF SHIT
because i never miss him anymore. not anymore than for a second maybe like... twice a week
and he would never respect me enough to not kiss her in front of me
mi going bacj to sleep. i hope.
FUCK YOU DAVE. i hope youre okay.