Give Me Strength....
To say that I am going through a really, really, really difficult time in my life right now is an understatement, but I've pretty much kept it to myself. Things, unfortunately, have gotten worse instead of better, so today I finally talked to my younger sister Beverly about what's been going on since we last spoke.
She's in California and I'm in Utah, so talking on the phone helped a lot and was pretty much all she could offer....or at least that's what I thought. She told me she would get a flight out tomorrow to spend Friday and the weekend with me and when she called my parents to tell them, who also live here in Utah, they offered to pay for her round-trip ticket.
Things are still really bad, but I'm trying to keep it together for my son's sake, especially since tomorrow is his 5th birthday (I love you Hunter!) and I want it to be a happy day for him. I am so very grateful for the help & support of my family and I can't wait to see Beverly tomorrow, I just wish it wasn't under these circumstances.
She's in California and I'm in Utah, so talking on the phone helped a lot and was pretty much all she could offer....or at least that's what I thought. She told me she would get a flight out tomorrow to spend Friday and the weekend with me and when she called my parents to tell them, who also live here in Utah, they offered to pay for her round-trip ticket.
Things are still really bad, but I'm trying to keep it together for my son's sake, especially since tomorrow is his 5th birthday (I love you Hunter!) and I want it to be a happy day for him. I am so very grateful for the help & support of my family and I can't wait to see Beverly tomorrow, I just wish it wasn't under these circumstances.