Roger's Bad Timing:Chapter 5
Chapter 6
The next morning
Emily woke up with a start and a crick in her neck. Sleeping in the chair had been uncomfortable for her neck, but was more comfortable than sharing a bed with Roger. "Morning" she said to Roger who was attempting to start a fire.
"Morning," Roger said smiling. He had shaved and gotten dressed.
Emily got up and stretched. Roger walked over to kiss her but she said, "I probably should brush my teeth first." Emily smiled and walked to the bathroom. When she came back Roger asked, "so when do you want to get married?"
The look on his face made Emily want to cry. He obviously loved her. It was obvious to her now, that she had to tell him the truth. Continuing to lie would be cruel.
"I don't." she said quietly. Before he could say anything she added; "I realized something while you were gone. I can't marry you." A lone tear slid down her cheek.
"Why not?" Roger asked plaintively.
Emily wanted to tell the truth, but she didn't want to hurt him too terribly either, so she paused before she gave him her answer.
"I'm in love with Jake, I thought I was over him but I wasn't. I need to be with him now. I'm sorry. I know you don't deserve this, but he's the love of my life."
Roger looked crushed but he quickly switched to anger. "So what am I then, a fling? I gave up my life for you dammit!" he shouted.
Emily was crying now. "I loved you, I really did. I just don't love you enough. You are wonderful… you are kind and generous and everything a girl could want… just not this girl. I met the love of my life a long time ago."
" I... I'm going to the church!" Roger stammered, not wanting to let her see him fall apart. He grabbed his coat and headed for the door.
"I'll pack a bag for now and come back for the rest after Black Jack." Emily called to Roger's back.
Half an hour later, she had packed a bag and composed herself. Emily felt better as she carried her stuff down the stairs. She walked out the door and headed for a new life in a brave new world… with Jake.