de-activate bluest book of faces
I'm going to de-activate my Facebook on November 1st. If you stay friends with me, when I log back in to re-activate it, you'll all still be there. Just to clarify that I'm not deleting you off my list if you see your total drop a number.
I'm leaving it de-activated until the end of the month, or if/when I need to make an announcement (like selling Soundproof tickets for Submersed, et al). I may de-activate it again during final exams, we'll see how I go.
I'm pretty easy to track down or get a hold of. I "waste" time on FB but that's not my major reason for doing it; I just care not to exhaust what little attention resources I have to peripheral social conduct. Not only am I feeling in poor form but all my updates have been about sad and depressed I've been lately and being so explicit online to (almost) strangers has me feeling particularly vulnerable with no good possible outcome.
Here's in nutshell what happened:
school anxiety -> career path anxiety -> interpersonal anxiety -> ANXIETY DOOM SPIRAL
I'm only failing one class (yay?) but am doing decent or actually well in my other ones. I'm not confident I can do well, but at this point, I just need to drag my carcass out of the doom spiral first. I cried twice today, and once on Thursday and Wednesday and last Saturday. And probably tomorrow and a few more times again, probably. I can fix this, and right now, I don't necessarily want to. I'm hoping that by doing this though, I'm giving myself more attention resources to give a fuck.
I'm leaving it de-activated until the end of the month, or if/when I need to make an announcement (like selling Soundproof tickets for Submersed, et al). I may de-activate it again during final exams, we'll see how I go.
I'm pretty easy to track down or get a hold of. I "waste" time on FB but that's not my major reason for doing it; I just care not to exhaust what little attention resources I have to peripheral social conduct. Not only am I feeling in poor form but all my updates have been about sad and depressed I've been lately and being so explicit online to (almost) strangers has me feeling particularly vulnerable with no good possible outcome.
Here's in nutshell what happened:
school anxiety -> career path anxiety -> interpersonal anxiety -> ANXIETY DOOM SPIRAL
I'm only failing one class (yay?) but am doing decent or actually well in my other ones. I'm not confident I can do well, but at this point, I just need to drag my carcass out of the doom spiral first. I cried twice today, and once on Thursday and Wednesday and last Saturday. And probably tomorrow and a few more times again, probably. I can fix this, and right now, I don't necessarily want to. I'm hoping that by doing this though, I'm giving myself more attention resources to give a fuck.