I LOVE YOU SO MUCH TO YOU.misosiruSeptember 4 2008, 01:18:47 UTC
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"Do you have to go?" It was a silent inquire, almost inaduible, but for Hankyung who was already listening to every breath in the room, just taking a bit more, just a little bit more memory of Heechul before he goes back, heard it quite clearly, letting it echo in his head.
It almost sounded as if Heechul didn't want him to go.
"It's just for few days, I'll be back soon." He replies anyway, turning to look at Heechul affectionately. The man in question was in his usual house attire but still looking very beautiful- which Hankyung didn't really understand how he could look so feminine, and yet so different from all the other girls, or girly men in this case.
Heechul is silent again and he watches Hankyung pack away his things, face somewhat grieve and something tugs at his heart, he doesn't want this, doesn't want to watch Hankyung go away all the time, doesn't want to see the empty places in the house which belongs to Hankyung and he knows, he knows that Hankyung was once there, here, but he isn't anymore, and it hurts him until the other returns. Heechul doesn't want this, doesn't want lonely nights and the nights are lonely in the end.
Heechul doesn't want Hankyung to go, but he doesn't speak up until the other packs almost all his stuff and turns around to look once again if he is missing anything.
"Don't go." Heechul speaks up, and there is a feeling in his chest again, he doesn't want Hankyung to go, so Hankyung shouldn't go.
He should listen to Heechul, he should, and he should stay. Stay with him. He might sound childish, selfish and selfish he can be but he isn't feeling bad about it. Hankyung looks at him with a questioning glance, and doesn't know what to say except many swirling thoughts around his head but none coherent enough to form a reply for the other.
Don't go, the plead echoes, and Hankyung realizes he doesn't want to go after all.
"I love you."
The words are blurted out, but none were sure who said it and they acknowledge it, they understand it, they let it flow, flow until their bodies become one in a messed up bed, Hankyung's.
Next morning, they unpack Hankyung's bag...
OMAKE.; Hankyung is terried when the news talks about his plane crashed after taking off just few minutes ago, and Heechul just holds him tighter against his chest.
:DDDDDD I LOVE YOU X 9284902384.misosiruSeptember 4 2008, 01:30:52 UTC
........It's..the happiest my fics can get ;(
XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
BUT HE DID?
BUT YEAH OMG, THAT'S A GOOD PLOT. MAYBE I SHOULD WRITE ONE WHERE HEECHUL REGRETS NOT TELLING HIM HOW HE FEELS...AND HE COULD HAVE ASKED HIM TO STAY...
"Maybe you'd have stayed if I asked you stay...I could tell you I love you, and I'd never let you go back again, we'd be together. And you'd never be in that plane. And we'd be together.
OOOOOOOH. :DDDD I LIKES ANGST.
YEAH. MIMICAKE GETS A..PLAIN CAKE. WITH NO WHIPPED CREAM. BUT THERE ARE SOME GUMMY BEARS THAT HENRY BROUGHT OVER.
Re: :DDDDDD I LOVE YOU X 9284902384.misosiruSeptember 4 2008, 01:39:09 UTC
<3
NOT THAT I PARTICULARLY NEED THEM. I LIKE MY GUMMY STUFF. I WANT TO GO BACK TO ÇANAKKALE AND BUY LOTS OF THEM. THOUGH. THEYD GET ME FAT. TER. IDK. ARE THERE FRIED GUMMY BEARS IN TEXAS?
"Do you have to go?" It was a silent inquire, almost inaduible, but for Hankyung who was already listening to every breath in the room, just taking a bit more, just a little bit more memory of Heechul before he goes back, heard it quite clearly, letting it echo in his head.
It almost sounded as if Heechul didn't want him to go.
"It's just for few days, I'll be back soon." He replies anyway, turning to look at Heechul affectionately. The man in question was in his usual house attire but still looking very beautiful- which Hankyung didn't really understand how he could look so feminine, and yet so different from all the other girls, or girly men in this case.
Heechul is silent again and he watches Hankyung pack away his things, face somewhat grieve and something tugs at his heart, he doesn't want this, doesn't want to watch Hankyung go away all the time, doesn't want to see the empty places in the house which belongs to Hankyung and he knows, he knows that Hankyung was once there, here, but he isn't anymore, and it hurts him until the other returns. Heechul doesn't want this, doesn't want lonely nights and the nights are lonely in the end.
Heechul doesn't want Hankyung to go, but he doesn't speak up until the other packs almost all his stuff and turns around to look once again if he is missing anything.
"Don't go." Heechul speaks up, and there is a feeling in his chest again, he doesn't want Hankyung to go, so Hankyung shouldn't go.
He should listen to Heechul, he should, and he should stay. Stay with him. He might sound childish, selfish and selfish he can be but he isn't feeling bad about it. Hankyung looks at him with a questioning glance, and doesn't know what to say except many swirling thoughts around his head but none coherent enough to form a reply for the other.
Don't go, the plead echoes, and Hankyung realizes he doesn't want to go after all.
"I love you."
The words are blurted out, but none were sure who said it and they acknowledge it, they understand it, they let it flow, flow until their bodies become one in a messed up bed, Hankyung's.
Next morning, they unpack Hankyung's bag...
OMAKE.; Hankyung is terried when the news talks about his plane crashed after taking off just few minutes ago, and Heechul just holds him tighter against his chest.
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WHY SO ANGSTY. DDD8
But ilu. @~@
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HANKYUNG COULD'VE DIED, SO YOU'RE JUST LIKE "OMG WHAT IF HE DIDN'T STAY????"
And the frosting that was meant for Mimicake???
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XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
BUT HE DID?
BUT YEAH OMG, THAT'S A GOOD PLOT. MAYBE I SHOULD WRITE ONE WHERE HEECHUL REGRETS NOT TELLING HIM HOW HE FEELS...AND HE COULD HAVE ASKED HIM TO STAY...
"Maybe you'd have stayed if I asked you stay...I could tell you I love you, and I'd never let you go back again, we'd be together. And you'd never be in that plane. And we'd be together.
OOOOOOOH. :DDDD I LIKES ANGST.
YEAH. MIMICAKE GETS A..PLAIN CAKE. WITH NO WHIPPED CREAM. BUT THERE ARE SOME GUMMY BEARS THAT HENRY BROUGHT OVER.
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NO, ;[ I'D CRY. DDD8
WELL.
MIMICAKE CAN EAT HENRY INSTEAD HURHUR.
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NOT AS MUCH ANYWAY. ;(
HENBI CAN PUT GUMMY BEARS ON HIM AND MIMICAKE CAN EAT THEM.
I WONDER IF SEXSHOPS SELL GUMMY PENISES OR SOMETHING. THATD BE..HILARIOUS. AND SMART.
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...LMAOHEWIODLJEE XDDDD
YOU COULD PROLLY FIND THEM SOMEWHERE.
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NOT THAT I PARTICULARLY NEED THEM.
I LIKE MY GUMMY STUFF. I WANT TO GO BACK TO ÇANAKKALE AND BUY LOTS OF THEM.
THOUGH. THEYD GET ME FAT. TER. IDK. ARE THERE FRIED GUMMY BEARS IN TEXAS?
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YEAH.
GOD. I...DON'T THINK SO. I HOPE NOT.
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