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Wow Pre-Calc is kicking my ass. I don't get it. Trigonomic Identities. WTF? I get the super easy ones, why can't I understand it enough for a test? AP Gov is annoying. I don't care about Congress right now. Drawing is pointless, I can draw better than half the tards in there. Fitness for life is pointless because I ruined both my knees, and tore my rotator cuff. I'm lucky I can still play softball. Ceramics is so fun. I actually love working with clay. I made my daddy a heart, I think I'm gonna put it on his grave when I go visit him. AP/KAP English is sweet. A bunch of reading. I love reading! And Orchestra... oh god Mr. Riegel... I'm so sick of that nerd. He micromanages way too mcuh.
Softball is great. I'm team captian again. Joy. Stupid freshmen do NOT listen. During mandatories next week I'm going to make them run like there is no tomorrow. They think it is all just fun and games; it's not. You want to play, you have to work hard. And I don't have a first base girl. Not good.
OSU still hasn't told me if I am in or not. I applied in October. They are giving my app a 2nd review. Just cuz I got a 27 on my ACT. I took that a 2nd time, to get the 27, a week after my dad was killed. Too bad, I could have probably gotten a 32. Anyhoo, I'm royaly pissed. My Boyfriend got accepted off campus to mansfield OSU. I just want main campus. I have the grades, extras and scores to be accepted into their honor's program.
So I sould be trying to figure out pre calc. I'm not. I am finding it hard to care. I've spent the last two weeks trying and failing. How many times can I do this before it's pointless?
I hate the house I live in that's not a home. my mom's husband is not too great. He is mean to me and his two sons (one of which is my bf). Yeah, that's right, They met and married all in the better part of 4 months, not even caring if it would hurt me and james' relationship. Well, it's been tring, let me tell you. Fitting 5 people in a condo ment for two or three? fuck I'm living in a closet room smaller than Harry Potter's. I went from a great life... traumatized and tortured, but still better than this... When will it end?
Softball is great. I'm team captian again. Joy. Stupid freshmen do NOT listen. During mandatories next week I'm going to make them run like there is no tomorrow. They think it is all just fun and games; it's not. You want to play, you have to work hard. And I don't have a first base girl. Not good.
OSU still hasn't told me if I am in or not. I applied in October. They are giving my app a 2nd review. Just cuz I got a 27 on my ACT. I took that a 2nd time, to get the 27, a week after my dad was killed. Too bad, I could have probably gotten a 32. Anyhoo, I'm royaly pissed. My Boyfriend got accepted off campus to mansfield OSU. I just want main campus. I have the grades, extras and scores to be accepted into their honor's program.
So I sould be trying to figure out pre calc. I'm not. I am finding it hard to care. I've spent the last two weeks trying and failing. How many times can I do this before it's pointless?
I hate the house I live in that's not a home. my mom's husband is not too great. He is mean to me and his two sons (one of which is my bf). Yeah, that's right, They met and married all in the better part of 4 months, not even caring if it would hurt me and james' relationship. Well, it's been tring, let me tell you. Fitting 5 people in a condo ment for two or three? fuck I'm living in a closet room smaller than Harry Potter's. I went from a great life... traumatized and tortured, but still better than this... When will it end?