will i ever get to were im going and when i get there will i know will i keep going and miss it
the past couple of weeks ive woundered in my head late at night not knowing were im going and what will happen when i get to this place im trying to get to. what is it to be happy i use to be happy but its not the same any more there is a piec of me missing and i dont know what it is. Im in love with the most amazing girl in the world and she makes me the happiest boy however some times i frestrat her not on purpose but when she cant cher me up and when i am upset for no reason. my mind never stops what was once is lost and gone forever (R.I.P) i thik its finaly catching up to me befor i tryed so hard to get on with things and deal with it but i didnt deel with any thing and now i cant concentrat. My photos have been crap and i dont like any thing that im creating i want to start my company but thats just one more thing thats going so slow. i dont have time for any thing when im not at school all day im working. my weeks never stop im lost in this nebula and cant exscape.