Jun 21, 2006 23:05
so i don't want to talk about it, but i feel extremely betrayed right now.
i guess in the end, a person's word, integrity, and honor have no value in this world. for 5 years i was always there and always helped. gave up a large sum of money when i didn't really have it to spare (got it back, of course), if an ear was needed i always made time, supported when sometimes i doubted but knew that the reasons must have been right.
all of that was just rebuked and thrown in my face. i have always been a man of my word. yes, i have my share of screw-ups, and have been known to act foolishly when i've had too much to drink. but those times don't apply. i just can't believe all the time i've put into a friendship has disappated and been stolen from me because two people have suspiciously similar stories coming from totally different circumstances. it's bullshit and a blatant lie.
that's it really. i can't go further because it's still a bit sore and still quite ridiculous.
if you ever read this (yeah, right.) you may formally apologize to me after the other two rescind their little fables they created for attention.
come to think of it, i haven't been this mad about something since the day we stood in a driveway and called the cops because of that kid. remember? i do.
to finish, to Hell with all of you until further notice. i never wish to speak to you again unless you actually want to say what i spoke about two paragraphs ago. goodbye and good riddance.
MOST Sincerely,
Gabriel Duma Schrauben
p.s. when i say i don't want to talk about it, i really don't. i just needed to put this out there. and if YOU read this, i'm not saying anything to anyone but a couple very close friends who won't say anything to anyone.