update on life...
So it has been a while since my last post, and I'm sitting here thinking that enough has happened to warrant an update.
I've had two relationships flourish only to fizzle.
I've been able to reconnect with certain people, and for others strengthen the existing relationship.
People never cease to amaze me (good and bad).
I'm finding also that I've enabled a lot of the heartaches to happen in the past.
There are things that I let go, that just weren't right.
These experiences have forced me to look at the way I love somebody, and what a relationship means to me.
I just don't think its right for me to see anyone in that fashion anymore for a long time.
High school is about discovering what your tastes are.
I don't think there was ever a time when I just went out on a date. This would be so much easier.
This is a really bitchy post.
This past month, I truly realized how many people love and support me.
My friends, and people I wouldn't have even expected.
It's a very rewarding feeling to know that you matter to others.
There are certain things about life, that you just have to laugh off, or they will get the best of you.
The rest of this year is just gonna be about having fun (between college auditions).
This will be a time where I will savor the countless moments with my friends. They have enriched my life. These people helped in their own way contribute to a better me.
Just thinking about all of these moments, and these people, make me reflect.
I am not as ready to leave for school as I once thought.
I may be ready on a professional level, but I think it's going to be much harder to leave this town than I originally expected. I guess that is a good thing though, because wherever I end up, I will always have these people and this town to come back to whenever time that may be.
Thinking about it, I believe I will know a handful of these people all my life.
We will gather around the supper table, and talk about our past experiences, and what our children's first words were. We will go on like that, and once we are caught up, we will pick up right where we left off.
Of course we will have matured. We will be different people.
The bond will remain though, no matter what.
I'm looking forward to this day.
The day I look back on life with all of my friends, and we acknowledge that the journey wouldn't have been the same if it weren't for one another.
Thank you sav
I love you all
I've had two relationships flourish only to fizzle.
I've been able to reconnect with certain people, and for others strengthen the existing relationship.
People never cease to amaze me (good and bad).
I'm finding also that I've enabled a lot of the heartaches to happen in the past.
There are things that I let go, that just weren't right.
These experiences have forced me to look at the way I love somebody, and what a relationship means to me.
I just don't think its right for me to see anyone in that fashion anymore for a long time.
High school is about discovering what your tastes are.
I don't think there was ever a time when I just went out on a date. This would be so much easier.
This is a really bitchy post.
This past month, I truly realized how many people love and support me.
My friends, and people I wouldn't have even expected.
It's a very rewarding feeling to know that you matter to others.
There are certain things about life, that you just have to laugh off, or they will get the best of you.
The rest of this year is just gonna be about having fun (between college auditions).
This will be a time where I will savor the countless moments with my friends. They have enriched my life. These people helped in their own way contribute to a better me.
Just thinking about all of these moments, and these people, make me reflect.
I am not as ready to leave for school as I once thought.
I may be ready on a professional level, but I think it's going to be much harder to leave this town than I originally expected. I guess that is a good thing though, because wherever I end up, I will always have these people and this town to come back to whenever time that may be.
Thinking about it, I believe I will know a handful of these people all my life.
We will gather around the supper table, and talk about our past experiences, and what our children's first words were. We will go on like that, and once we are caught up, we will pick up right where we left off.
Of course we will have matured. We will be different people.
The bond will remain though, no matter what.
I'm looking forward to this day.
The day I look back on life with all of my friends, and we acknowledge that the journey wouldn't have been the same if it weren't for one another.
Thank you sav
I love you all