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[schwebe17]

this weekend sucked completly.. working at helens again...aids walk was sunday... missed the bus then went with murph rosie beck n wood.....iunno...

there's something inside me
that pulls beneath the surface
consuming
confusing
this lack of self-control
I fear is never ending
controlling...I can't seem

to find myself again
my walls are closing in
without a sense of confidence
and I'm convinced
that there's just
too much pressure to take
I've felt this way before
so insecure

crawling in my skin
these wounds they will not heal
fear is how I fall
confusing what is real

discomfort, endlessly
has pulled itself upon me
distracting
reacting
against my will
I stand beside my own reflection
it's haunting how I can't seem...

to find myself again
my walls are closing in
without a sense of confidence
and I'm convinced
that there's just
too much pressure to take)
I've felt this way before
so insecure...

crawling in my skin
these wounds they will not heal
fear is how I fall
confusing what is real

there's something inside me
that pulls beneath the surface
consuming
confusing what is real
this lack of self-control
I fear is never ending
controlling
confusing what is real...