just spin me in circles so i don't know what way i'm going

Apr 15, 2006 17:25

This week has been eventfull. A total emotional rollar coaster.

On monday, i got a shot and then went to part of dance. I had to go home early becuase i was sick and then doing that much work and such i threw up. I was really mad at myself becuase i'm not ready for recital and we only have two more classes untill the shows. But it was right to stay home after that nomatter how much i was denying it.

Tuesday was amazing becuase American Idol was on and it was Queen week!!

Wednesday mamma had her sergury and we had kickline.

Thursday i stayed after school and swam with the sixth graders. I was pretty sweet. especially playing all of the games they are allowed to play that we don't get to in high school.

On yesterday me and Lyns went to saginaw to pick up mom from the hospital and saw some guy walking down the street smokinig weed. It was pretty random. After that i went to the church to set up for Easter breakfast. Then got ready and left for Alex Bakers sweet 16 birthday party. It was at the Valley Plaza and a lot of fun. After that me and Rosie went to Katies house and all of us took pictures. I feel so detached from all of them. I mean at this time last year i was best friends with someone and right now i'm not even that close to them anymore. like, i am but it's just not the same at all and she has a new best friend and everything idk i need to figure a lot of things out.

I still need to decide about Flordia and if i'm going to head down that way to finish high school. I want to becuase i don't understand my place here and i feel so akward and wierd here, but i'm scared that i am supposed to stay here and then screw everything all up. idk this decision will only come with time i guess.

Kelsey
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