[ficlet?] Perfection / Just For You
Second entry on one day. God, I'm good xDDD
This one I found in a folder full of sheets of paper I scribbled on when I cleaned my night stand yesterday. I don't know anymore when I wrote this - probably after the YFC live in Munich 2010, where G fell from the stage, or after he said he was in hospital again bc of exhaustion. Anyway, I just post this here:
Perfection / Just For You
I hate it.
Music. Writing songs. Being a perfectionist.
Guitars, drums, basses, violins and vocals.
Most of all the vocals.
Too high, too low, too fast, too slow, forgotten lyrics.
Yes, this is good. No, this is not.
It's torture.
Sometimes I just want to quit and take a rest.
Sleep for hours and days and weeks and years. Sleep until I'm fully recovered - instead of returning to work before I'm completely well again.
But you like it.
You hear, you feel, you love what I create. You sing along and you even cry.
And that's the reason why I don't give up, why I continue.
It's the most important one.
This one I found in a folder full of sheets of paper I scribbled on when I cleaned my night stand yesterday. I don't know anymore when I wrote this - probably after the YFC live in Munich 2010, where G fell from the stage, or after he said he was in hospital again bc of exhaustion. Anyway, I just post this here:
Perfection / Just For You
I hate it.
Music. Writing songs. Being a perfectionist.
Guitars, drums, basses, violins and vocals.
Most of all the vocals.
Too high, too low, too fast, too slow, forgotten lyrics.
Yes, this is good. No, this is not.
It's torture.
Sometimes I just want to quit and take a rest.
Sleep for hours and days and weeks and years. Sleep until I'm fully recovered - instead of returning to work before I'm completely well again.
But you like it.
You hear, you feel, you love what I create. You sing along and you even cry.
And that's the reason why I don't give up, why I continue.
It's the most important one.