crawling in at this hour..
So, junior year: workload-etc. This really is a stupid question, but I gotta ask: what happened to life? Where is the fun, what's it like to love, to hurt, the little things, what ever happened to feeling? Even now when I'm presented the rare opportunity to have a little fun, it's as if I've forgotten how to bring out its full potential, to be satisfied with the happiness it's able to fully produce, no- not satisfied, to be filled with it--all the way to the brim--and to feel something else other than frustration or anger. Frankly speaking, I fear my personality is wasting away and being replaced by dullness left by fatigue and irritation. Am just a simple bitch now, nothing left, or very little of the remainder. Heh. There goes that sense of self. I want to be inundated by an emotion or two.
It's been a while.
Someone/thing come and break the monotony, yes?
I forget.
Yet another one- I acknowledge my growing fetish for blond-haired blue-eyed males.
action='http://www.kwiz.biz/simplesurveys/do-survey.php' method='post' target='_new'>TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The SurveyName:MandyBirthday:2-24-88Birthplace:Chinkland.Current Location:right here.Eye Color:dark brownHair Color:dark brownHeight:5'6"Right Handed or Left Handed:rightYour Heritage:ChinkThe Shoes You Wore Today:black converseYour Weakness:procrastinationYour Fears:moths/winged insectsYour Perfect Pizza:comboGoal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:lol. don't mention school, please.Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:omgThoughts First Waking Up:..if i sleep for 5 more minutes, that means i'll have to rush in the shower..ok..5 more minutes.Your Best Physical Feature:=_=Your Bedtime:after 12:00amYour Most Missed Memory:at this moment, i remember NOTHING.Pepsi or Coke:PepsiMacDonalds or Burger King:fuck fastfoodSingle or Group Dates:group pleaseLipton Ice Tea or Nestea:LiptonChocolate or Vanilla:ChocolateCappuccino or Coffee:Same fucking thing to meDo you Smoke:noDo you Swear:apparently.Do you Sing:not these daysDo you Shower Daily:yesHave you Been in Love:noDo you want to go to College:yesDo you want to get Married:sureDo you believe in yourself:LOLDo you get Motion Sickness:noDo you think you are Attractive:there are only days when i look less ugly. on those days, i'd like to think that i'm attractive.Are you a Health Freak:noDo you get along with your Parents:only when our conversations scrape less than the superficial.Do you like Thunderstorms:yesDo you play an Instrument:played the piano for a few yearsIn the past month have you Drank Alcohol:yes In the past month have you Smoked:noIn the past month have you been on Drugs:ClaritinIn the past month have you gone on a Date:noIn the past month have you gone to a Mall:yesIn the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:noIn the past month have you eaten Sushi:yesIn the past month have you been on Stage:noIn the past month have you been Dumped:noIn the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:noIn the past month have you Stolen Anything:noEver been Drunk:noEver been called a Tease:yesEver been Beaten up:noEver Shoplifted:noHow do you want to Die:after i've had my fill of disposing whoeverWhat do you want to be when you Grow Up:OH STOP ITWhat country would you most like to Visit:JapanIn a Boy/Girl..Favourite Eye Color:blueFavourite Hair Color:blondShort or Long Hair:shortHeight:taller than me, preferablyWeight:proportional to height health-wiseBest Clothing Style:there are some guys who look good in anything.Number of Drugs I have taken:i lose count, but they were legal. illegal drugs are for losers ;DNumber of CDs I own:manyNumber of Piercings:4 (6 but the other two grew shut >.<)Number of Tattoos:none currentlyNumber of things in my Past I Regret:CHUT UP.
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS! Taking these stupid surveys allow me to glimpse what kind of person I am. I'm such a grouch.
It's been a while.
Someone/thing come and break the monotony, yes?
I forget.
Yet another one- I acknowledge my growing fetish for blond-haired blue-eyed males.
action='http://www.kwiz.biz/simplesurveys/do-survey.php' method='post' target='_new'>TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The SurveyName:MandyBirthday:2-24-88Birthplace:Chinkland.Current Location:right here.Eye Color:dark brownHair Color:dark brownHeight:5'6"Right Handed or Left Handed:rightYour Heritage:ChinkThe Shoes You Wore Today:black converseYour Weakness:procrastinationYour Fears:moths/winged insectsYour Perfect Pizza:comboGoal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:lol. don't mention school, please.Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:omgThoughts First Waking Up:..if i sleep for 5 more minutes, that means i'll have to rush in the shower..ok..5 more minutes.Your Best Physical Feature:=_=Your Bedtime:after 12:00amYour Most Missed Memory:at this moment, i remember NOTHING.Pepsi or Coke:PepsiMacDonalds or Burger King:fuck fastfoodSingle or Group Dates:group pleaseLipton Ice Tea or Nestea:LiptonChocolate or Vanilla:ChocolateCappuccino or Coffee:Same fucking thing to meDo you Smoke:noDo you Swear:apparently.Do you Sing:not these daysDo you Shower Daily:yesHave you Been in Love:noDo you want to go to College:yesDo you want to get Married:sureDo you believe in yourself:LOLDo you get Motion Sickness:noDo you think you are Attractive:there are only days when i look less ugly. on those days, i'd like to think that i'm attractive.Are you a Health Freak:noDo you get along with your Parents:only when our conversations scrape less than the superficial.Do you like Thunderstorms:yesDo you play an Instrument:played the piano for a few yearsIn the past month have you Drank Alcohol:yes In the past month have you Smoked:noIn the past month have you been on Drugs:ClaritinIn the past month have you gone on a Date:noIn the past month have you gone to a Mall:yesIn the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:noIn the past month have you eaten Sushi:yesIn the past month have you been on Stage:noIn the past month have you been Dumped:noIn the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:noIn the past month have you Stolen Anything:noEver been Drunk:noEver been called a Tease:yesEver been Beaten up:noEver Shoplifted:noHow do you want to Die:after i've had my fill of disposing whoeverWhat do you want to be when you Grow Up:OH STOP ITWhat country would you most like to Visit:JapanIn a Boy/Girl..Favourite Eye Color:blueFavourite Hair Color:blondShort or Long Hair:shortHeight:taller than me, preferablyWeight:proportional to height health-wiseBest Clothing Style:there are some guys who look good in anything.Number of Drugs I have taken:i lose count, but they were legal. illegal drugs are for losers ;DNumber of CDs I own:manyNumber of Piercings:4 (6 but the other two grew shut >.<)Number of Tattoos:none currentlyNumber of things in my Past I Regret:CHUT UP.
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS! Taking these stupid surveys allow me to glimpse what kind of person I am. I'm such a grouch.