For my brothers sake
I`ve discussed the matter with my mom again, and yes, its madness, but we agree that we buy a laptop for my brother.
We can only do it in instalments, but that’s okay, he needs it, and we buy it.
I’m so proud of him, that he really is doing it, learning a new job.
For two weeks now he’s going to school again, the employment agency pays for it (300 Euro per month), they pay for his aliment, but books and other things... well, let me say they “don’t care” about such things.
The books are priced at 350 Euro, he needs 4 for this academic year, but he don’t have the money to buy them.
We’re thinking about a way to help him out in this way too, so that he has at least the 3 who are important at the moment.
He wasn’t informed that he will need a laptop for this, or over the price of the books, but he really needs the laptop, elsewhere he can skip the whole thing.
No one of us wants that, au contraire, we want (and hope) that he successful learn a new job, so that he can, finally, work in an accurate job.
He don’t have much in his live, he cant work at his old job anymore because of his illness, he cant do any hard work anymore, but the new job would be perfect, it synthesises with his old job, which means, more money when he actually works in the new job.
I hope for this so much, he only had bad luck in his life, and i don’t want to visit him at a hospital anymore, because his job nearly killed him.
I want that he can enjoy his life, and that he never must pump me or someone else for money again, and that he can pay his debts.
I just want that he can live his life.
And maybe someday he meets a woman, a woman he really love, and then... maybe he build a family again.
At least i hope for that, i want to hear him say “I’m happy”.
He’s already over 30, and we all know that his lifespan is lowered, so he must do it now, otherwise its to late.
So we do it, okay, our lips must be sealed, or else my mom and i are in big trouble (because of my dad), but we do it.
And we buy at least two books too, as a birthday gift, but the laptop.. we must give it to him secretly, i don’t know how jet, but I’m sure my mind will come up with a great plan.
Therefore, fuck the money!