Jul 22, 2005 02:04
Today started out fine. I mowed lawns until about 2 and then just sat around. Then around 6 i went and shot some photos with justin, and they turned out good. Hopefully we go again tomorrow.
Then i went to dinner with Julie and that was a lot of fun, i really enjoyed the people standing around her car. haha
Then i went and drove around with steve, brandon, and matt. That was kinda fun. Then i came home and washed my car.
I hate not being able to say anything. Everything i say gets twisted around and then that makes people angry. I try so hard not to upset people but it never works. I feel like i cant say anything to anyone. This is how i have always felt. For a while i thought all of that was changing, but apparently it isnt. Now people are angry that im not talking to them about things, but they dont understand. Im done. Now people think they cant trust me, which is bullshit. I hate this sooooooo much. UGH.
Im going to say im sorry but im not sure what im sorry for because i didnt say anything. Im sorry.
My sister will be home in a week, i cant wait.