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Jan 14, 2006 14:44

the cake the candles the cards the gifts the smiles the friends

...most importantly...family

my birthdays have lost those familiar feelings

my mom gave me the sweetest card i have ever received. i about broke down into tears. i felt myself fighting them back because i didnt want her to see me crying. why? i wish i knew. i think its a card i'll actually hold onto. and read in the privacy of my down times in hopes of lifting my hopes.

"we'll get through this" she said to me today. nothing like a gift of hope to make your birthday feel worth celebrating.

take a deep breath
make a wish
and blow out these 24 candles
its my fucking birthday
and im going to fucking enjoy it

to my friends and family i love you all
i appreciate you all doing what you can
i really dont think i would be this motivated without you all

and of course my beautiful girlfriend who seems to capture my heart when im at my lowest
you are my friend and family
i dont even want to imagine life without you apart of it
cold days always find away to feel warm

high as a kite
immune to all this fright
you my love, are going to make everything alright
now sleep tight
and dont let the bed bugs bite
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