Sigh...

[schultzy20]

Where to begin...we graduate in a mere 5 hours from now. It is so wierd that we have already gone through 13 years of schooling, I am having a difficult time grasping that the time has actually come, and I am almost officially DONE with highschool. Summer is about to begin, and at its close, I will be entering college. Holy crap. There is a part of me that isn't ready to grow up, that is still holding onto the hand of my mother on the first day of Kindergarten, but another part of me is so ready to let go of that hand, and go experience life independently of my parents. What I foresee as the events of this evening, is commencement will happen, and I will be fine throughout the ceremony (emotion wise) and I will walk towards my family, give Gailee a hug, knowing full well she is bawling her eyes out, and I will LOSE IT completely. For the hour after commencement that we have until we get onto the buses will be a huge cry fest for my family, and i'm sure I will get onto that bus with red, puffy eyes. I really hope that's not how it's going to go, but that's just what I see as happening...I am going to be SO tired tomorrow, after staying up all night...I kind of don't like not knowing where we're going, cuz I can't plan on exactly what kind of clothes I should bring with me to change into...oh well, I'll just layer clothing! yay! they better let us bring cameras, because it would make me really angry to not be able to document this evening!

well, i'm outta things to say for now...I know there are things that I should be writing in here, but I just don't feel like it at the moment...

peace all!