May 12, 2005 14:37
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! sometimes i wonder why i put up with this shit.
i need to move on. im sorry if you think things were a 'failure' and all that other bullshit you put in your poem, and im also sorry that i didnt officially end things, but the fact still stands that things change, nothing i do is intended to hurt anyones feelings and people have to learn that i cant satisfy everyone. i hate when something stupid turns out to be a big fucking deal. i also cant stand when people chose sides and judge and be fake and try to pass lj posts off a "just general questions" trying to make me look like the bad guy. stay out of it, you told me last night that you dont want me not to go w/ alicia because you are scared that drago might bail on you. this whole thing has been blown out of proportion and it sucks that i have to go through it.
jesus, and people wonder why i am always in such a bad mood.
have fun clubing tonight girls, dont get too crazy, and remember the pepper spray.
***HAVE A GOOD ONE JESS!!!! You are the COOLEST!!!