scattered thoughts of a scatter-brained (´･_･`)
１月２２日
I'm so hungry i could die.
It's been 3 weeks since i last ate a proper meal - new year's eve celebration. My body just started rejecting food afterwards & i'm forced to go on a diet since i throw up just about everything i eat. I still force myself to eat a little semi or solid food just to place something in my tummy - sometimes 1 spoon of rice or a third of sliced bread, but they just go down the drain after a few minutes.
(´･_･`) i dream of food, but when food is served in front of me, i automatically feel nauseated. Nothing interests me to eat eventhough i crave for something to eat. The only time i felt interested in eating was the other day, when my aniki made takoyaki and he allowed me to eat 3pcs. (♥ŐωŐ♥) it was yummy, and i was happy, but, sadly, it only lasted 5 minutes in my stomach. After that, i quit. i hate vomiting.
Since i still haven't started taking artificial food like the last time this happened, i feel lightheaded most of the time and i sleep a lot. I already lost .2 shy of 5 kilos since the first week of the year and i'm sure i'll be losing more. (´д⊂)
next week, if my tummy's still under maintenance, i'll start taking artificial food. (T_T) it's not like i want to eat a lot, but i do miss chewing (´･_･`)
I'm a mean cook and i can whip italian, japanese and chinese dishes, but hopefully, nobody would come barging into my house and ask me to cook or i may just start throwing spoons, forks, and knives all over the place. I'm good at plate shuriken too ( ´ ▽ ` )ﾉ
Oh, i won't be going on hiatus from writing tho. I just returned, and im bored as hell. I just can't update fast however, since i feel it difficult to focus these days coz of my hunger. I hope once a week is ok. Or twice a week? Not sure. I'll just keep on writing whenever i'm coherent enough.
Chicken, ny chicken, i miss you (๑ˇεˇ๑)•*¨*•.¸¸♪
Sorry, i blab a lot when i'm hungry (´･_･`)
Midget
I'm so hungry i could die.
It's been 3 weeks since i last ate a proper meal - new year's eve celebration. My body just started rejecting food afterwards & i'm forced to go on a diet since i throw up just about everything i eat. I still force myself to eat a little semi or solid food just to place something in my tummy - sometimes 1 spoon of rice or a third of sliced bread, but they just go down the drain after a few minutes.
(´･_･`) i dream of food, but when food is served in front of me, i automatically feel nauseated. Nothing interests me to eat eventhough i crave for something to eat. The only time i felt interested in eating was the other day, when my aniki made takoyaki and he allowed me to eat 3pcs. (♥ŐωŐ♥) it was yummy, and i was happy, but, sadly, it only lasted 5 minutes in my stomach. After that, i quit. i hate vomiting.
Since i still haven't started taking artificial food like the last time this happened, i feel lightheaded most of the time and i sleep a lot. I already lost .2 shy of 5 kilos since the first week of the year and i'm sure i'll be losing more. (´д⊂)
next week, if my tummy's still under maintenance, i'll start taking artificial food. (T_T) it's not like i want to eat a lot, but i do miss chewing (´･_･`)
I'm a mean cook and i can whip italian, japanese and chinese dishes, but hopefully, nobody would come barging into my house and ask me to cook or i may just start throwing spoons, forks, and knives all over the place. I'm good at plate shuriken too ( ´ ▽ ` )ﾉ
Oh, i won't be going on hiatus from writing tho. I just returned, and im bored as hell. I just can't update fast however, since i feel it difficult to focus these days coz of my hunger. I hope once a week is ok. Or twice a week? Not sure. I'll just keep on writing whenever i'm coherent enough.
Chicken, ny chicken, i miss you (๑ˇεˇ๑)•*¨*•.¸¸♪
Sorry, i blab a lot when i'm hungry (´･_･`)
Midget