Warning: this post is not positive in any way...
Why is life so complicated? Things can never all be perfect at once. Even if you think your life is going well, take a harder look and I gaurantee you will find something that isn't right. Perfection does not exist.
If I could close my eyes and snap my fingers and know that this would all stop, I would.
Please don't try and understand, because you can't.
I find myself constantly looking back at "problems" I've had in the past, and they all seem so shallow. They all are so shallow. This is the hardest stage I've ever gone through in my life. I just want things to back to normal, but every time I try and tell myself things are moving in the right direction, he takes a step backwards.
How can we be so afraid of someone that is so helpless inside? But the easiest release I find to forget about my problems is the very thing that has driven him to where he's at now. But I can't seem to let it go; and neither can he.
All I want for Christmas is for things to go back to the way they were. I want my dad back.
If I could close my eyes and snap my fingers and know that this would all stop, I would.
Please don't try and understand, because you can't.
I find myself constantly looking back at "problems" I've had in the past, and they all seem so shallow. They all are so shallow. This is the hardest stage I've ever gone through in my life. I just want things to back to normal, but every time I try and tell myself things are moving in the right direction, he takes a step backwards.
How can we be so afraid of someone that is so helpless inside? But the easiest release I find to forget about my problems is the very thing that has driven him to where he's at now. But I can't seem to let it go; and neither can he.
All I want for Christmas is for things to go back to the way they were. I want my dad back.