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Finding out how you've affected someone in a horrible way, even contributing to it, has to be one of the worst feelings ever. The worst is i didn't even realize it until it was slammed in my face, and wow self hating much.
Theres no excuse for it, never will be and i think ill feel horrible and be insanely sorry for a very long time. I am no longer worthy of your friendship, i don't deserve anything from you and until you decide you want anything to do with me again, thats how it will be.
I am so very very sorry and if you ever need anything, please do not hesitate to ask. Until then, i will always consider you one of my closest friends. And if you ever find it in yourself to give me another chance and help me change, ill try my best.
Theres no excuse for it, never will be and i think ill feel horrible and be insanely sorry for a very long time. I am no longer worthy of your friendship, i don't deserve anything from you and until you decide you want anything to do with me again, thats how it will be.
I am so very very sorry and if you ever need anything, please do not hesitate to ask. Until then, i will always consider you one of my closest friends. And if you ever find it in yourself to give me another chance and help me change, ill try my best.